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Watson confession

We're do I begin well the Queen ma invited me to this fancy gala however at first I felt uneasy like someone had slit my very soul into pieces.
When the Queen ma told me someone after the crown at first I found it hard to believe her.

when I arrived back at bakerstreet I told sherlock about the invitation he was like who was going to go against the crown even he was hooked on the idea of solving this case.

I meet mycroft before sherlock called me gave me instructions to come to cordona mycroft said that's my younger brother sherlock.
I was does he always talk to him self?
Mycroft said well our mother may her rest in peace she had a mental illness she was very violent tendencies towards sherlock when he was little he pushed our mom in a wheelchair around the garden she spoke to sherlock saying go get your father.

Well sherlock said mother did you forget he tried to explain to her
That father was dead however she climbed out of the wheelchair grabbing sherlock  dragging him to the pond where she tried to drown him.

Saying my sherlock never lies she made him pass out I had a doctor to help with mother violent mood swings he kept her in the end strapped to a bed he gave her this herbal medicine to help with her mood swings however it didn't help she one night knew what she did to sherlock can never be undone so she rang the doctor asked him to help her die.

Unfortunately as distasteful the doctor was a old colleague of mine he rang me up one day explaining that a women with such violent tendencies is out of control she begged him to kill her.

I said well if there that bad like as your describing to me there is one medication you could try Laudanum mixed with the tea high doses could kill a rat so you need to start on little doses then build up from there.

That was the last time I spoke to my colleague over the phone till the day he killed her I've kept this secret from sherlock for a long time because his brother mycroft ordered me to do it.

To help a colleague out and well my father knew the holmes's and well mycroft called the favour in.

There one more thing mycroft explains he said to me John there is something you must know since you worked with my farther I want you to work with sherlock holmes help him past whats holding him to show the symptoms of p.t.s.d
I need you to help snap him out of it.

Yes of course but why you need me mycroft??  Mycroft said well this may sound hard to believe but you see our father to sherlock about your father adventures solving cases.
That gave sherlock the confidence to create an imaginary friend ironically he named his imaginary friend Jon Watson.

I see so is he a gifted mind like you said?
Mycroft he one of the sharpest he only read books that appeal to his interest he plays the violin I will tell you he plays beautifully.

I see I hope one day I get to hear him play the violin. I never really learnt to play any musical instruments because my family were all doctors I never really had a choice to choose my career.

Mycroft that makes you the perfect candidate to help sherlock out of his state of mind place.

So after many years past I met a young sherlock in the hospital morgue I helped shape him into learning the anatomy and how to spot injuries I gave him the basic tools to identify such horrific traumatic cases.

He excelled which was shocking I got into a steady university how he dropped a few classes he kept the ones that challenged him and his way of thought I kept In contact with mycroft telling him of sherry condition and that he coping.

Mycroft said well I want you to move in with sherlock and well keep him on his toes in case of relapse.
I agreed with mycroft.
That basically covers my adventures beginning with holmes.

How ever this is my confession I gave sherlock a high powerful medication to help him null the loss of his mother I carefully monitored him though out the course of the medicine.

It was what mycroft asked me to do sherlock as a quite a few viles left till this case is solves I told him there extra in my room were only he will find them however I know my time with this brute is only temporary but I made a blood vow to never strike at any medical profession it was a scared promise never to raise a hand at fellow doctors we swore to this by picking our finger and sealing our blood in a vile each doctor as one so am sorry old friend.

If you find these notes then you know the truth.
But there is one more truth you didn't no Agatha isn't lord hexon child she mine I was the one all those years ago who slept with a royal the queen kept it secret she made me take the secret bond of all doctors which I cannot unfortunately break.

Keep this to your self I don't want to upset Agatha I don't want her learning the truth that am her true father.
But If she found my journal then am sorry for so long I have been lying to you my sweet angel.

I did it in order to protect you I staged lord hexon brother to take the bate I know explaing it all now is a little hasty however you deserve the truth of you have the the journal then locate sherlock holmes only he you know by the awful tobacco he smokes.

Please hurry am running out of time.