The Blade

XL

I will always love you

"Ready to go," I asked straightening his tie and cupping his cheek in my hand

(1 year later)

I gave Tommy a sad smile as she shook his head, yes and I sighed and put our heads together "you are a strong kid you know that" I whispered "yeah" he muttered "he would have wanted you to move on and be happy" I mumbled "I don't know if could carry on his legacy" he sobbed "you are taking care of his husband and teaching and taking care of his son Tom you are exceeding expectations" I reassured him and he pulled me into a hug that I returned "Will would be proud too" I added

We soon pulled apart and I wipe away his tears as I walked down Michael ran over and held his hands up signalling that he wanted to be carried and Tommy did pick him up

We were all dressed in black and phill had come back on an adventure with ash and my dad was just tying his shoes and Ranboo had seemingly been able to control his emotions and Tommy had helped a lot

Tommy never forgot what Toby had said before he passed

I walked over to ash and put an arm around her shoulder as we all started walking towards the DSMP and we soon made it after sapnap and George had made a path from here to there

They have been helping me cope with what had happened it was nice to have friends who understood past the part where I was a traveller

We walked past the community house and made it past Tommy's old rundown house and walked down the steps to where old L'manburg was and to the left is where two headstones were

We as a whole family stood at the foot of both and Michael and ash put flowers on top for them as we stood in a sad conferrable silence

I felt someone's arm wrap around my shoulder and rest their head against mine and I realized then I had started crying

We stood for at least an hour not saying anything just mourning the death of the two biggest parts of our family

I remember when Will and I were young and we would sneak off to the top of one of the mountains that had a park bench on it and just write songs and play tunes and stare at the stars

I remember when Toby used to be too afraid of the dark that he made me so funny dances around the room he had when we lived across from will and I wore silly costumes and made jokes that brought out his cute 4-year-old giggle

I miss their smells

I miss their hugs

I miss their humour

My heart isn't fully complete without one of them

We are broken out of mourning when Michael yawned and we all looked to see Ranboo carrying both Tommy and Michael

Tommy on his back and Michael like a baby

Once Toby died Tommy had stopped eating altogether we would use to have to force him to eat soup so he wouldn't starve and just recently he started eating again which is probably why Ranboo can carry the both of them so effortlessly. When Tommy wouldn't eat he would still take care of the both of them just every time a family dinner happened Tommy would sit and pick at his food until it got so bad I had to come and see what was happening

"I'm going to get these two home" Ranboo whispered and we all nodded and he started walking off and then phill my dad and ash started walking but I stayed and continued to stare

"Coming ko," my dad asked "no I have to do some things here I'll be back before diner" I reassured and they all nodded and walked away

I walked away too a while later and started walking in the direction of a big obsidian box which was heavily guarded

"Tommy started eating again" I added "yea it took him so long to eat I had to force-feed him soup" I muttered and looked up at the blonde-headed green-eyed inmate "you know at one point I could stare at your psychotic green eyes for more than a minute" I laughed "I used to love those green eyes I had a crush on those green eyes but the more I got to know you a year or two ago I realized" I stopped to see him deep in thought "that I could never see my childhood crush the same because he had gone insane" I taunted

"With jealousy"

"With power"

"With the willpower to get whatever he wanted no matter the cost"

"Even if it was the younger brother and new lover of the girl you had gone insane for"

"You know what clay it feels amazing to have so much power over you"

"Your like a lion at a zoo you can't escape but people come to stare at you and judge you for how you look or are"

"It's amusing to me that I can have so much freedom and you can't even dress in a colour other than that ugly orange"

"You are the root of all evil dreams I hope you know" I spoke and stood up and he looked up at me "you're leaving," he asked "yes I am but I'll come back soon not to worry clay hopefully I can make you feel as bad as I did when you shot my younger brother right in front of me" I smiled

And I turned

And I left