**re-editing and changing some parts I will slowly update the chapters I fix****
This story follows the 22~ years old Zara Nizerimana, a charming young African woman looking to find happiness for herself after losing her family in a house fire when...
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It's been a week and a couple of days since the fashion show and since I and Roman slept together, I told him I wants to focus on the girls and dance right now and how I'm not ready for a relationship because I'm scared to get hurt. He told me that he isn't rushing anything and it's all on my time.
I enter the kitchen when I got a phone FaceTime call from Donnie. She was so happy when I picked up the phone.
"Omg girl have you seen what's been happening." She says to me.
"No?" I said holing my phone up confused.
"Baby you are going viral for your fashion show dance wearing my designs," she says in excitement.
"What are you for real omg I'm so happy," I say screaming.
Donnie had a bigger fan base, she was in the real media entertainment industry. I just wanted to be free with everything I did. I gave up on social media since I took this nanny job.
I had a hell of a fan base. From promoting fitness, beauty and dance. It wasn't so big that if you catches me in the street you would ask for a picture though.
"Yes the people love all your moves, and they loved my designs the articles are talking about how best friends can succeed together." She says having a cheesy smile on her beautiful face.
"Baby is that's you" Donnie's grandpa raised both me and her since I was in 5th grade he stepped up after my family died and he's been there for me and Donnie ever since.
"Omg grandpa did you hear that me and Donnie are going viral Omg I can't stop screaming," I say jumping in joy.
"Baby listens to me I've known you since Donnie first brought you over for the sleepover in 5th grade and ever since then. I know that you two will always be together because you both came from a place of hurt and loss and that pain is what kept you two going I'm just so proud of my two girls taking over the entertainment world, you two may not be blood sisters but you sure found each other that's what matter y'all both need each other and saved each other, all that gas I spent dropping you guys too after school program paid off just make sure you guy buy me everything I need I been making a list shittt I need my suits and my teeth to look like Steve Harvey." He says laughing.
"You know grandpa you and Donnie saved me you. I don't know what I would've done without you two in my life, and when I-I look at Donnie I saw this amazing woman who stands by me and showed me what's love is and taught me I'm not alone and that her and you grandpa are the reason I kept fighting to live after my mom and sister death you guys gave me purpose to live you hear me," I say crying because I loved them.
"Girl I just did my makeup, you two are my favorite people in the world and I love you guys' group hug," Donnie said to me hugging grandpa, I join by setting up my camera to fake hug them. I hung up the call after saying my goodbyes.
While I was still crying I feel Roman head rub my back as he sits on the stool next to me in the kitchen pulling me in for a hug.
"Come here," he says hugging me as his large hands rub my back softly I rest my head on his chest and take in his scent and this moment.
"You heard everything?" I ask as he lifts my head and wipes the tears that were falling down my cheeks. His heads were so gentle for his body.
"Yeah and I'm sorry you went through that," Roman says as he kisses my forehead. I look behind Roman to see Jessica coming into the kitchen. I excused myself and left to go back and lay in bed with baby k while Zoey was downstairs being home school.
Kiya was acting up in bed as she keeps putting her butt in my face as if I were her chair. She then lays on me for a cuddle and kisses session as we lay done on my bed watching tv.
POV: Jessica Rose **same day****
I got up early and set on my bed I kept thinking about my father.
"Daddy I made i mistake," I say walking up to him.
"Baby In life we all make mistakes with those mistakes we build on them, we hold ourselves tight so when we fix it we come back to those mistakes, we don't have time to fix every mistake, with time you hold on to them and you don't let it go time is very precious baby girl," my father would say to me every time I make a mistake.
Roman has been taking Zoey to therapy and she hasn't said anything useful only that's the struggle with the thought of getting close to people because she thinks people are going to leave her without saying goodbye. I was so sad that we had to use her.
I enter the kitchen to Zara crying and Roman comforting her. I can tell by the way Roman hold Zara that he was in love with her and a part of me was sad because we were also getting close and I'm starting to catch these little feelings for him and it hurt so much because that's against my job.
Zoey runs to the kitchen right after Zara left and talked to Roman about how she made a mistake and was rude to one of her friends back home before she left.
"Daddy I just feel bad because what if he was going through something like I was and me being mean to him hurt him just like it hurt me when my classmates were saying mommy doesn't love me? I just feel bad I told him his father didn't love him if he left him." Zoey says crying in Roman lap as he comforts her, he was an amazing father.
"Zoey when I was 19 my dad had this new accountant and he told me how he had a daughter and he made a mistake of not always being around for her but he tried," Roman says.
"But it was when I came back home from the military to visit and I was really angry and lost because I made a mistake that I couldn't take back this mistake was a permanent mistake," Roman says as he adds on.
"He saw me and walked up to me he said "hey son In life we all make mistakes with those mistakes we build on them, we hold ourselves tight so when we fix it we come back to those mistakes, we don't have to time to fix every mistake, with time you hold on to them and you don't let it go time is very precious," Roman says looking at Zoey wiping her tears away.
For a second I felt my heart drop to my ass I felt an increase in my breathing I froze this couldn't be it no way this was real. That was the same thing my dad used to tell me when I made a mistake.
I quickly leave the kitchen trying to catch my breath as I run into the house butler asks me if I'm okay. I run to my room and shut the door. All I knew was that my dad used to work for the Rossi. He then died a year after working for them.
His body had been beaten and his face was stabbed it was so swollen that it was unrecognizable. I needed an answer now that I know Roman met my father. I try to stay calm and keep my cool but I started to cry just thinking about everything that I just heard.
