ೃ⁀➷ᴘꜱʏᴄʜᴏᴘᴀᴛʜ ¬ ᴇɴɢ ᴠᴇʀ

- TWENTY - End

The festivities ended, the year too, Chris and I are well and day by day we love each other anymore. We accept the defects of the other as their own and we are more than happy, in our entertainment agency, supporting those who need it.

And, best of all, my long sleep also ended up, that they have been next for months. It is time to be honest.

The true psychopath was me, who fell in a coma for more than two months and lived in the unconscious of him, imagining a parallel reality, thinking that Chris was me and I was damaged as nobody has ever done it. Seeing how our pet, Changbin, in an opposite life would be a childhood friend who was in love with me from small. Is he a madness? Of course.

Maybe he is crazy, however, the best people are, right? Even so, in this life or in that, Chris is still my boyfriend, whom I love and never harm.

There are people with mental illnesses that hurt who crosses them and they are unhappy, but I am not one of those. I love my family, the family that we are forming with our little twins, Minho and Jisung, and would never hurt them. I can not deny that many times those damn voices want to control me, but I try to get away, leave everything in charge of Chris and come back when it's okay to follow. Due to all the love that surrounds me, those voices appear much less.

On weekends we go to picnic with our families, it fills my soul to see my brother Seungmin teach our children diverse things that he learns at school. They take really good, maybe because all three are children.

In a few hours it is our wedding, after almost five years together, the only thing we were missing was to seal ours with the commitment and a ring of diamonds, which was expensive, but Chris wanted to buy it in any way.

He was glad I had survived that accident, having awakened from the hateful coma and be able to see my babies and whom I love again. Maybe they are interested to know how the accident was, well, it was someone else crazy than me, who went without brakes at high speed and did not intend to avoid hitting me with his motorcycle in a pedestrian crossing. He managed to hit me in his head and to lose enough blood, which generated the terrible coma. That day was coming out of the company, in the direction of buying food for dinner, but I did not come to cook. Chris had to leave the children with his mother and go quickly to the hospital to see me, as my guardian. He warned my family and took turns day and night to be with me and, at the same time, to be able to take care of Minho and Jisung, who did not understand what was happening, due to its very young age of two years. Seungmin, instead, cried every night as he went to sleep, thinking that maybe the older brother of him would not wake up, but my parents prayed with him every day and reassured him. Chris also spent times with him, giving encouragement and sweets. The BANG family helped my family a lot, they gave short trips to take another air and clear their minds, while Chris took care of me at the clinic.

After having gone through something like that, I really now value much more my life, my family and those around me. I am more than sure that the fact of having chosen Chris as my life partner was the best. And I hope to be a good husband with him, and try to return to the Bang family all the kindness and affection that they have given me, to me and my family.

Already not to give more turns, my life is this, what you just read. What you read and you saw earlier is what the coma put on my head and made me realize many things. Life is one and there is no more. Even if you believe in the last lives or in reincarnation, it is unlikely that you remember everything you ever lived.

I love and I love the life I have, and if Chris was like my unconscious he showed me, I know that he would have done what was to improve and leave those voices behind, as I did it and I still do it.

If we did not have formed our family, our love would remain strong, because a couple does not bind their children or material things, but the love with which they form the relationship, sincerity and empathy, values ​​and emotions.

And I can not tell you anything more about my life. We are going to marry and we will continue to be even happier than we are already. Accepting the good and the bad thing that comes, enjoying our parents still in life, teaching more things and remained the model to follow Seungmin, raising our children and giving them what they most deserve everyone. Love.