𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 | 𝐯𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤

f o u r t e e n

"friendly-but-not-so-friendly dates?" jeongguk mumbled giddily, looking up at the ceiling. "im thinking about him again. sleep, jeongguk, sleep!" he scolded himself. "you don't want to look like a zombie in front of him tomorrow, right?"

he groaned, realising that he couldn't get the older out of his head. he tossed and turned on his bed, pouting to himself.

"this isn't working. what the fuck are you doing, kim taehyung." jeongguk sighed.

•••

"did you not get any sleep last night?" yugyeom asked as they all had their breakfast, the five of them seated in lisa and jennie's hotel room.

"sorry?" jeongguk looked up with wide eyes.

"i heard weird noises from your room last night. did someone try to rob you or something?"

"no, that was just me." jeongguk scratched his neck awkwardly, he remembers how he'd ran around the room in excitement before everything finally sank in. then, he'd regret all his choices of agreeing to the friendly-but-not-so-friendly dates. he guesses he'll just not go to the date. screw taehyung.

"what were you doing? masturbating?"

"ew no, what the fuck? i was just watching netflix the whole time!"

"are you sure?"

"yeah, bam, i'm sure." jeongguk exhaled.

"by the way, after that's party, did you get home safely? how did you come back? we were all drunk do we took a cab but i realised you weren't there when we woke up." jennie asked.

"i took a cab." jeongguk said. he has known the question would be popped up sooner or later. and he was ready to answer those questions.

"oh okay, that's good. and it's something wrong with your leg?" yugyeom asked.

"no?"

"i saw you limping when you got here." bambam narrowed his eyes.

"right? even i noticed. i thought something was wrong with my eyes." lisa said.

"ah, it's just that tae-" Jeongguk stopped abruptly, eyes widening. he almost said it.

"tae? the coffee guy?" yugyeom gasped loudly after spitting out his tea.

"the starbucks guy?" lisa and jennie shouted together and jeongguk squeezed his eyes shut.

"what about him? did he hurt you?" bambam asked.

"no, we didn't meet!" jeongguk shook his head.

"no one talked about meeting, though." lisa looked at him in boredom. then, she gasped loudly. "that means you met him! spill. the. motherfucking. tea."

jeongguk sighed. he knew there was no way he was going to get out of this. plus, what would he get from hiding this from his best friends? and they had no right to be angry, it was his choice after all. there was no harm in telling them.

"gguk? tell us?" bambam asked once again. "what did he do?"

"he fucked me." jeongguk admitted quietly and everything went silent. "the party. he was right there. his supposedly ex-boyfriend spiked up my drink with aphrodisiacs and tried to force me into sex-"