Banned To Touch | jenlisa

Chapter 2

LISA

I clutched the straps of my black backpack tightly and patiently waited for all my classmates to leave the room. Meanwhile I stare at the ceiling and rock slightly from one foot to the other to swallow my nervousness down a bit. I would love to run out of school screaming and never come back again, I am so filled with the knowledge that not just any teacher reads my erotic fantasies. No. Of course it had to be exactly Ms. Kim. The one I've had some very naughty dreams about for a long time and I'm practically cheating on my boyfriend in my sleep.

I'm lost in my thoughts again and only realize it when Ms. Kim clears her throat demonstratively and imperiously. "Sit down, Ms. Manoban." She gestures to the chair behind the table directly in front of her desk.

I close my eyes briefly and swallow at the thought of getting closer to her. Part of me demands to remain defiant that she's violated my privacy, so I provocatively sit cross-legged on the table. I think that I saw that twinkle in her eyes again, but I look straight away again, as the room just seeps with embarrassment and discomfort, threatening to suffocate me.

"Do you know how rude it is to break rules, Miss Manoban?"

Now I look into my lap and play with my medium-length hair. "I... It wasn't on purpose. I didn't notice the school bell-"

Before I can even finish the sentence, she cuts my sentence off. "Do you know how rude it is not to look someone in the eye during a conversation?" She snaps at me indirectly. "Especially to someone in authority."

It makes me a little angry that she snaps at me so harshly. We are in a free country after all. However, I've never been the kind of bad girl I portray in my stories, so I have to close my eyes for a moment and then look up into those beautiful green eyes. I swallow hard at the sight. She should have been a model and not a teacher!

"I no longer condone your behavior. This is now the eighth time I've caught you with a cell phone, listening to music, or a laptop in my class. You really should show more respect."

"But..."

"No buts. This is unacceptable, Miss Manoban," She says sternly.

I have to admit that she is right. Of course that's rude, but I'm still angry that she's talking to me like that. "However, it doesn't give you the right to invade my privacy, Ms. Kim."

A smile creeps onto her lips and the corner of her mouth moves up slightly. Why does something like this have to look so attractive? Leo, Leo, Leo. That's my boyfriend! I shout to my stupid brain which was fogged by Ms. Kim.

Her fingers on her left hand keep tapping on her desk and the sound of these four dull and light impacts of her fingers on the table, which is repeated over and over again, makes my level of nervousness rise immeasurably.

"Lisa..." She breathes my name like a sweet sin and I suddenly feel warm. I think I'm just imagining that she says my name like that. That's definitely a mirage that this hot September day brings with it. "Is that really privacy if you also publish all your naughty thoughts?"

I catch my breath and I think you can tell by looking at me. "Where... how do you know that?"

"Don't worry, I just found out about it a while back too, Lisa. Also, you don't have to be afraid of me reading through your written pornography." As she says this, an amused smile curls her lips and her eyes sparkle again.

It kind of stings me that she just labels my works as 'written pornography'. Rather, it is, even if there is a lot of eroticism in it.

"May I go now, Ms. Kim?" I finally ask, pointing to my laptop in front of her. There's no use arguing with her and I just want out of here because when I'm not in her moments I have to admire those tempting veins on her forearm.