Banned To Touch | jenlisa

Chapter 43

LISA

Her gaze darkens and she approaches me menacingly, like a wolf with its prey. She looks like she's on the hunt and nobody could stop her. I reflexively take more and more steps back until I feel the cold brick wall on my back. As I look up at her, she bares her white teeth and gives me an evil smile. It's not that I'm scared, but I'm not saying there's nothing spooky about the way she's looking at me right now.

"So you wish you hadn't come here? That you didn't come to me?" Angrily, she slams the wall next to my head with the palm of her hand, making me jump in shock. Her left hand is now also supported next to my head. Hitting is not an option now, I'm trapped. I'm right where she wants me.

Maybe it would be wise to give in. Maybe it really would be wiser to just submit to her now. But maybe I'm just not smart.

"Yes, I wish I hadn't come here. What did you say to me the last time I was here? I'm a slut. Right, Ms. Kim?" Now I'm the one sneering and trying to push her away - to no avail.

"Let me go before that slut rams her knees into your crown jewels. Wouldn't be the first time I've done this." I grin at the thought of ramming that bastard Justin's thing right there.

I see her jaw grinding. If I didn't know her, I'd think she'd smack me. Although, come to think of it... I really hardly know her. I don't know what she will do next.

Suddenly she grabs my wrists and holds them to the right and left of my head.

"Let the fuck go of me!"

"Stop twisting my words in your mouth, little one. And if you want to touch me there, I prefer something softer than your knee." She bends dangerously down to me. Nothing tender can be seen in her eyes.

"Let me go!"

"No, not again. You have no right to behave like that here. You are here with me and kindly play according to my rules. If you see yourself as a slut, it's your problem. But if you play drama queen here, you'll lose sight and hearing. I promise to you."

Her words remind me a bit of old times that I tried to suppress.

"You do what I tell you. You're not worth anything, you slut!"

No, I am worth something! Stop making me smaller than I am!

"Fuck you!"

"No, I'd rather fuck you."

I try to break free of her grip, but it's useless. Her grip only gets stronger and she comes closer to me with her body. I can smell her feminine scent so strongly and have the feeling of tipping over at any moment, so intoxicated by her presence. I get hot and cold at the same time.

"Stop acting like..." I immediately cut myself off. I haven't said Dean's name out loud in over a year, nor do I want to tell Jennie anything about it. She wouldn't understand and like everyone else, she would only judge me. Say how stupid and naive I am and what not.

"Acting like who, Lisa? And don't you back down now. Yet again."

I try to look everywhere but not into her mesmerizing green eyes that could force me to do anything.

She now holds both of my wrists with one of her hands above my head so she can roughly grab my chin with the other to keep me from avoiding her.

"Stop hiding like that. This only works if you're honest with me. I need to know your miracle point is. What did this jerk do to you to be so protective, Lalisa?"

My heart is pounding hard against my chest as it wants to tell Jennie everything, but my head won't let me trust her. Everything seems to be completely paradoxical. Right or wrong. I dont know.

"Well, maybe it shouldn't be then."

Her gaze grows even angrier. I didn't think that would be possible. The vein in her neck looks like it's about to burst and my wrists are starting to ache from her grip.

She kisses me abruptly. Not tenderly, nor with affection. I can feel the unbridled anger inside her. Nevertheless, I lose my mind and reach out to her, wanting to feel more of her. Her erection presses against my belly, confirming that she wants me as well. Especially when she lets go of my mouth again, I immediately long for her.

"Now tell me again that what is between us is not meant to be."

She lifts my left leg with her free hand so I have to wrap it around her waist before she presses her hardness against my clit. I sigh and let my head fall back, and she takes advantage of the situation to bite the hollow between my shoulder and head. My brain isn't that quick to keep up with all the mood swings, which my body always seems to react to them way too quickly.

"Jennie." I gasp, trying desperately to stay sane. "You can't always use my lust against me."

She turns her head back to eye level with me. Her gaze is dark and veiled. Again she hides from me behind her cold facade and then always accuses me of hiding.

"Yes, I can and I will, if that's the only way that you finally open up to me."

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A/N: Here is the awaiting update finally! 😩