CHILDHOOD (a Hakken x reader fanfic)

Chapter 18 (Short Chapter): Strange

Hakken drove me home and I've been thinking about what he said during our dinner. "Yeah, of course I would. I mean, it's a good opportunity for your future." I replied to Hakken. "Then what about the people around you? Aren't you gonna miss them? Or consider if they will miss you?" he added another question. I didn't know what to say so I stayed quiet for a while. By the time I want to reply to his question a waitress came and served our desserts. It kinda distracted us from the topic and I'm actually glad the waitress came in time. I wouldn't know the right answer to Hakken's question as well. After all, I'm not ready to answer for this too, actually. 

No matter how hard I think about his question, I still think he's asking about whether if I will miss him if I'm the person that went overseas. I mean, is that even a question? Of course I will. And I guess the same goes for him. I'm pretty sure that he's upset because I say as if nothing matters. As if he doesn't matter. I'm not even sure if he's actually truly upset by my reply. However, having the chance to go overseas is definitely a great opportunity. Are there any ways which allow things to go great for both sides? 

Apparently, if Hakken chose to continue to go overseas, then it will be after our final year exams which is upcoming. We don't really have a lot of time to spend with each other anymore since we will be busy with our studies as well. And... after all that had happened, I don't think he's that comfortable seeing me for the time being. 

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After a few days, Hakken called me over the phone. "Hey, what's up?" he asked. 

He seemed to have forgotten or just let go of what happened before. I'm not really sure though. But he does seem to gain back his usual playful tone. "Nothing. Just busy with my studies." I answered. 

"Aw, the smart student busy with her studies again." he teased. "Care teaching me some questions for maths?" 

"Your maths are better than mine." I rolled my eyes. 

"That doesn't matter. C'monnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn." 

I sighed, "Fine. Just send me a pic for the question and I'll explain it to you."

"I want you to show it to me hand by hand." 

"How the heck do you want me to do that?" 

"I'll come over. That's the best solution." 

"Uh, that's not necessary? My mom is home." 

"Oh, that's better. I'm on my way now!" he hang up the phone right before I even have the chance to ask him why he's coming over so urgently. 

I don't even think he's actually here for revision instead for something else. And why does my mom have anything to do with this? Instead of him just being upset a few days ago, right now he's being strange instead. 

Sorry for the late update guys QWQ I've been quite busy lately and don't really get a lot of rest from work QAQ so I usually spend my time resting instead of doing anything else~ but I'll try my best to do harder anyways! I'll be having a little bit more free time maybe after next week since I'll just be looking for colleges then. Anyways, I'll still try my best to update as soon as possible! Thank you guys for the patience!