After the train, I told everyone I need to go to the bathroom. I ran into the bathroom and ran into a girl. I looked up and said " Sorry!" She said "It's fine!" She walked away. I ran back out after I was done. I came out and I just saw Zaykeah. I asked "Where's Matt?" She said " I don't know." We walked all over the mall. Then I saw Matt with another girl. I looked at Zaykeah and started to cry. She said "What's wrong?" I said "Look!" And I pointed at Matt with another girl. She was about to get up and talk to him, but I pulled her back. I told her "I guess we're done." I was in tears. I ran out of the mall. I took the bus home.
I cried my eyes out as I walked back inside the house. Zaykeah and Cameron were sitting on the couch. Cameron asked me "What's wrong?" I just ran to my room. He asked Zaykeah the same question. She explained everything to him.
A couple of hours later, I was practically asleep from crying. I felt someone pick me up and carry me. I was really hoping it wasn't Matt. I opened my eyes and it was Carter. Me and Carter are good friends too. He put me down on the couch and said "Are you okay?" I looked up and responded " Carter? What are you doing here?" He said "I heard about your problem." I said " I don't wanna talk about!" I was walking back to my room. Then Cameron stopped me.
"Lexi, stop you can't run away from your problems." He said. I just kept walking away. I ran into my room and sat on my bed. My phone kept vibrating. I didn't bother to see who it was.
*Next Day*
I woke up in my bed. I wasn't wearing my clothes that I was wearing yesterday. Even though that's what I fell asleep in. Then I saw Matt's hat. I looked out my bedroom door and saw Matt watching tv. I yelled at him and said "What are you doing here?!?" He said "I came to apologize" I said back "Go away, take your stuff and leave me alone!" I threw all his things out my room into the hall.
He yelled and said "Lexi, let me explain!" I said "No! There's nothing you can do to fix this! This has happened to me from all the guy I dated! So just fuck off and leave me alone Matt!" He gathered all his things from the ground. Cameron came into my room and gave me a hug. I cried on his shoulder. He carried me into Zaykeah's room and they both tried cheering me up.
About a week later, Zaykeah talked to me about going out and start something new. So I got up and got dressed. I went to the shower, got out and got dressed. I wore some shorts, tshirt, and my vans. I kept getting text messages from Matt trying to apologize. I blocked his number.
Zaykeah came into my room and said "You wanna go to the bar?" I looked at her and said "Sure." I got up and got a jacket. It was like 9:30. She drove me to the bar. I walked in and went straight to the bar, while Zaykeah went and hung out with some friends. I asked for some shots. Then I got a margarita, when I finished my shots. Some guy came up to me and said "Hey" he smirked at me. I look up at him and said "Hello" it sounded like if it was a question. He didn't respond. Then I looked at the bar door and I saw the last person I wanted to see, Matt.
I turned back around. He came up to me and said "Hey" I looked the other way. He kept bugging me. I flipped him off and walked away. He just ignored me and decided to leave me be.
I cried to Zaykeah "I wanna go home!" As I acted like when I was a "kid". She said "Hold on, in a hour ok?" I said "Yeah, ok" I walked back to the bar, the total opposite side of Matt. I saw him with another girl. I took a bottle of vodka that was behind the counter. I started to chug it. Zaykeah ran over to me and she said "Lexi, stop what's wrong with you?!?" I was hardly able to hear her. I fainted.
My vision was blurry. I could hear people cut on and off with their talking. I blacked out.
*3 hours later*
I woke up, I was in the hospital. I looked around my room. No one was there. I fell back asleep. I felt someone waking me up, it was Zaykeah, she look at me. She looked blurry. But then my vision started to go clear. She said "Lexi, Lexi are you okay?" I saw she looked worry. I responded "I'm fine, what happened?" She said "You fainted at the bar!" I was trying to see what time it was. It was 4 in the morning. I got up. I was still in my clothes, the same I had on when we were in the bar. A nurse walked in, she told Zaykeah "She can be released now." She helped me out of the hospital bed.
She drove home. I just drank a little too much than I thought. Carter and Cameron were waiting for us. I was hardly able to walk though. Carter and cameron carried me up the stairs. I fell asleep on Carter.
*In the morning*
I woke up on Carter. He said "Good morning, how you feeling?" I looked up and said "I'm fine. Where's Cam and Keah?" He said "They went to run some errands." I said "Ok" as I was getting up. I was still a little dizzy but I almost ran into the wall.
My cousin told me to put some drama in it, so I did. Tell me what you guys think of it.
Lexi Ray ✌️
