May cause triggering.
"Umm Cameron, will you excuse me?" I said getting out of his grip. "Sure, yeah."
I pull way, and run upstairs. Taking my phone out of my pocket, in the process.
Dialing Zaykeah's number, then she picks up.
Zaykeah: Hello?
Me: Why didn't you tell me Cameron was cheating on you?!?
Zaykeah: Have you ever had this problem before?!?
Me: You just asked the most stupidest problem ever. Dude all the guys I dated cheated on me. Cameron just told me he had feelings for me.
Zaykeah: Wha-what?
Me: He just told me that. But I told told you, I'll never go out with him. Besides Matt cheated on me too. So we're even.
Zaykeah: *sobs*
Me: Keah?
Zaykeah: Leave me alone bitch!
She hung up on me. What did I do? Atleast I told her the truth behind everything, like always.
The door creaks open, "Is everything alright?" Cameron asks, taking a seat next to me.
"Leave me alone." I mutter.
"What did I do?" He smiles.
"This isn't funny, you just ruined my relationship with Keah! She was my cousin, and my best friend! Since the beginning! Then you and Matt had to jump in and ruin everything!" I scream at him, already crying.
He backs away, and walks out the door. Taylor runs in, and holds me in his arms. Telling me, "Shhh it's okay, everything's going to be okay."
I straddle him, and wrap my arms around his neck. Hugging him tighter.
He presses the small of my back, and hugs tighter.
"Taylor, no offense. But can you guys just go back. I need to be alone. Just have the whole house by myself."
"Um yeah, but promise me you won't do anything to hurt yourself."
"Promise."
He walks out, and I sit on my bed with wonders. My phone rings again, and I look at the Caller ID. Matt.
Me: What do you want?
Matt: Please, just hear me out.
Me: Fine, but I'm only giving you one chance. You got 2 minutes.
Matt: Okay so the boys wanted to go to the club, and they dragged me along. But I wanted to stay at the hotel, and talk to you. But they dragged me there anyways, they kept handing me drinks. And I had no choice, but to have sex with another girl. If I didn't drink. But they handed me too much, and I got drunk. I was trying to stay away from all the girls, because they were wasted. But when I went to walk out, a girl dragged me to the dance floor. And started grinding against me. I couldn't move because the place was crowded. Then Cameron took hold of my phone, unlocked it. And took a picture of me and the girl. I tried taking it away from him. But he posted it to Instagram. And yeah. Do you forgive me?
Me: Matt, I've had my heartbroken one to many times. And I don't want this, just like you. But I can't be with you anymore.
Matt: Why?
Me: Matt, you're sweet and all. But you've already been seen with three girls. And I don't wanna be with you, and there's gunna be more. I really thought you were the one. But I guess I was wrong. Good-bye Matt.
I hung up, and walked over to my door. Making sure that the boys are gone, the coast was clear. I closed my door, and walked over to my bathroom.
I'm sick of all this pressure, it's too much. I don't wanna be in all this drama, with two boys. And many more to come. It's time to end it.
I grab my blade, letting it glisten in the light. I pull up my sleeve, and close my eyes.
Slowly bringing the blade towards my skin, I cut deep. And blood comes out. I cut another and another.
All until the bath mat is soaked with blood. I smile to myself, finally relieved. That I don't have to deal with anything anymore.
"Lexi?!?" I heard.
My eyes slowly close, as the last thing I saw faded.
Taylor and Cameron broke down the door, and picked me up.
Then all I saw was black. Nothing else.
I'm gone.
