I pushed away from the kiss, he didn't look good. And I haven't seen Matt for at least 2 weeks. But he looked worried, and like he cried for hours.
I sat him down, I asked "Are you okay?" He answered "Yeah, I was just upset that you had feelings for someone else." I responded "Well I'm here now and I'm not with that person, I'm here with you! The one that I chose to trust and love!" He got up from his chair and pulled me into a hug. We kissed a second time. Then we smiled.
We went to play some laser tag and it was fun. Of course Matt was way better at this then basketball. But I know I'll always beat him at that. I got shot 5 times in 3 mins. I was impressed. I've only shot Matt once in 10 minutes.
After laser tag, we went to get pretzels. I love getting cinnamon/sugar covered pretzels. Matt got the same but they were tiny knots, he ate them with a toothpick. After today, I had so much fun. But once I got home, that happiness went down the drain. I saw Carter, I just walked by him, he pulled me down on the couch. We were inches apart, he moved closer. He turned his hat backwards.
*I was thinking*
Oh shit, he's gonna kiss me. I was freaking out In my head. But once our lips were close.
*Stopped Thinking*
I just went for it and kissed him. I closed my eyes, I knew there was passion in our kiss. He pulled back and smiled. I looked in his eyes and was thinking "Shit, what did I just do?!?"
He kissed me again, I grabbed his cheek and pulled him closer. It turned into a full makeout session. I felt weird after that. He looked me in the eyes and he stopped. Then it just got awkward.
I walked away, Carter was about to say something but didn't. I walked to my room, I looked at my bed. I jumped and looked like a starfish. I fell asleep like that.
*Next Day*
There was someone in my bed. I looked over and it was Cameron. I looked at him all weird, then I got up from bed. I went over the Zaykeah's room and she was shaking. I woke her up "Zaykeah, Zaykeah are you ok?!?" She woke up, she was having a nightmare. I sat on her bed, I gave her a hug. Cameron finally got up from my bed and walked in. He looked worried, he ran over to Zaykeah and was cheering her up. I left them alone. I walked over to Carter's room, he was asleep. I went over by his bed. I got under the covers with him. I had no idea what I was doing.
I hugged him and fell asleep on his chest. When he got up, he was delighted. He hugged me and carried me to the couch. He rubbed my leg, I woke up and gave him a smile. He put a blanket over me, and he snuggled me close. We layed there watching movies.
I noticed, it was 5:30. I left the house and left Carter a note. "I had fun with you, but I'm already with someone else." That's what the note said. I ran to the bus stop. My shoe was stuck to the ground. I lift up my shoe, and I find a piece of gum on the bottom. I was thinking "Ewwww!" I took it off with a stick I saw lying near by.
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