Its supposed to be a fairytale
To love you and make my heart fuller and not frail
But all I feel is my anxiety for what we are supposed to be climb, avoiding confronting my feelings not wanting to fail
We look happy and smile but we are fooling ourselves as much as them while you look at her
In the end every day gets harder knowing I have to continue and pretend
While I feel like I'm in shackles knowing I bother you and liking her as more than a friend
I don't want to announce defeat and admit it's not what I thought it would be
So we stay stuck in a relationship that is making us both unhappy
As we drown deeper into the world of denial and despair
We both know our story is not finishing with "they lived happily ever after" but instead a relieved exhale
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Poems of a teenager
PoetryPoems about daily struggles and overwhelming moments (anxiety, overthinking, trust issues etc.) One of my favorites: We go through the motions Every morning visualizing the moment we will finally be in bed again You wake up, slowly getting through...
