See-through blinds

t u l i p s

tulips opening
how i wish that was me
tight bound
without a sound
i'm never found
i stay on this ground
forever just
lingering
i just exist
for your pleasure
i'm as light as a feather
i do a little extra
for the hope of recieving
but empty handed
i'm stranded
with a lost desire for you
for you
to do a little extra
tulips closing
just like my being
loose ends
soul bends
they won't make amends
on anyone else they spend
and i
i'm just
lingering