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44. Hope

Well, Jaemin didn't get to end his beloved boyfriend.

He didn't know why or how. He didn't know whether it was normal or not, logical or not, civil or not. He simply didn't know anything or anyone.

Except Jeno.

No one knew how he felt when Jeno threw those words at him, saying how beautiful he looked. Or the way how Jeno was so mesmerised by Jaemin's destroyed looks.

Even tho he was exhausted after that unexpected fight, Jaemin wanted to do more as far as Jeno took it.

To hell with the intruder, he didn't care.

He just needed Jeno.

Jeno needed him too.

His.

His Jeno.

Only his.

They were kissing again, Jaemin leading it harder than Jeno ever did.

He could hear Jeno's small groans here and there; probably because Jaemin bit Jeno's upper lip more than twice.

It was just too amusing.

Heart touching in the most wild way.

Jaemin had never felt that kind of excitement before. Specially as he was way more cautious about his desires. He was so keen about who was allowed to touch him and who wasn't.

But Jeno always had a free pass.

At the moment too, he was aware where they were heading. It troubled him. He knew the risk. He knew how it would end. But he deliberately forced himself to please himself, to please Jeno.

It was not everyday they got a chance to go completely out of track like that.

Jeno was glued to the wall, Jaemin pinning Jeno's hands over his head. He kissed Jeno senseless, satisfied himself, feeling an unknown rush of blood under his skin.

Jeno forced himself forward, making Jaemin back off for a second. He let out a displeased sound and doubled his power, pushing Jeno back to the wall. If Jeno was strong, Jaemin was stronger. He slid his both hands under Jeno's shirt, their mouths still opening and closing together.

None of them spoke.

Well, they didn't get a chance. Jaemin was over exhausted and was only good at breathing and sucking the life out of Jeno at the moment.

It was all fun and games until Jeno actually did what Jaemin feared.

The next moment, Jeno's hands went straight down and smoothly brushed one hand around Jaemin's waist. Then he started to play with Jaemin's belt buckle. Jeno made a small sound at how Jaemin was slowing down his mouth all of a sudden.

No wait! Stop! Na Jaemin get it together you can't do this!

But he needed that. He didn't want to stop. More. He needed more. His heart wanted more.

He heard the small tick sound of his belt removing and Jeno trying to pull it out completely.

No no no no wait! Ask him to stop!

Jaemin held his breath, his alredy closed eyes shutting even more.

"Oh Nana.... aren't you my sweet little boy.... let daddy help you out there....."

With an alarming gasp, he opened his eyes and pulled away harshly, taking more than two steps backwards.

As expected everything went quiet.