Sebastian Stan Imagines

- Read: 3:27 am -

CONTENT WARNING: Mentions of suicide attempts, and Mentions of sexual acts.

Please, if you are not comfortable reading this. Don't.

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It had been 1 week since Tj tried to take his life. He's currently laying in a coma, in some smelly hospital room.

You weren't allowed to visit him due to his mother being the president. It really fucking hurt that you weren't able to visit him, and talk to him.

The two of you had been best friends for as long as you could remember. That was until he confessed his feelings for you in highschool, then the two of you became somthing more.

You also knew that he was bi-sexual which you didn't care for, you just had to glare at both men and women that decided to look at your boyfriend....it also meant that you and Tj would have threesomes.

But Tj has recently been going through shit with his family and that caused him to get into drugs and alcohol, you tried to help him but it was no use.

Eventually it got to the point where the too of you would often fight, which led to breakup...the breakup was last month.

You couldn't help but wonder if you were the reason for his attempt, but you needed to find out.

Since you weren't able to talk to him or see him, you'd often text his number. Obviously not getting any replies, but it did bring you some closure.

You knew he was going to read these messages when he woke from the coma but you didn't care.

Sighing, you reach for your phone and type out a message, sending it to him.

Y/n:
Hey Tj,
I'm really sorry for everything I said to you that night. I didn't mean any of it, just please. Can we talk when you wake?
Delivered: 12:36 pm

After you sent the message you place the phone back on the couch and un-pause the movie you were watching.

Most of the messages you sent him consisted of you apologizing for the night of you're break-up. Others consisted of you telling about your day and how much you miss him.

You hoped that when he woke up you could talk to him, and hopefully get back together. Because you've never known life without Tj, he's everything to you.

Once the movie finishes, you decide to go out and so things, you hate the idea of sitting around in your apartment all sad.

- Your messages throughout the day -

Y/n:
Hey Teej,
I just went to out favorite café, the lady asked where you were. I told her that it was none of her business though. Your parents wanted to keep everything private.

I love you.
Delivered: 2:06 pm

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Y/n:
I just saw a kid slip in some mud. Man was that the highlight of my day, I wish you were here so we could laugh about it together.
Delivered: 4:47 pm

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Y/n:
So....I just got mcdonalds to get an ice-cream....the machine was broken. So I drove out to the lake we always used to go to and watch the water ripple.
I really miss you Jay. I love you.
Delivered: 5:38 pm

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Y/n:
Your mum just called me, she said you were getting better and that the doctor said you'd hipefully wake up sion.
Delivered: 7:58 pm

Hopefully* soon*
Delivered: 7:59 pm
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Y/n:
I just got home, I'm stole one of your hoodies btw, hope you don't mind.
Delivered: 8:37 pm

———

You sigh and place the phone onto your counter before you make yourself some dinner.

After you ate, you checked the time 10:28 pm.

Wow, you didn't think it took you that long to make food and eat it.

You grab your phone off the counter and head to your bedroom, placing it on the bed side table and getting into the covers.

Reaching over you decide to type one last message for the night, placing it back down and turning the lamp off before grabbing a pillow and hugging it, imagining it was Tj as you fell asleep.

Y/n:
Goodnight Tj,
I love you.
Read: 3:27 am