Sometimes I often wonder why I am here, why I am alive on this earth. But it seems that I never have an answer, (no offense) I want some one to give me a reason, just one reason on why I should even still be here on this world.
Though it might be weird, (tho for me it really isn't) I like to imagine that the fictional characters from games and stories can actually be my friends. Ay for the love of Zalgo I sound quite lonely, don't I. My favorite mostly being Sora and all of them, and anime characters, sigh... If only they were real. Maybe in my dreams they can be, but I can only hope.
........ I hate the way I am. The way I act, they way I look, the way I just... Am. It's like I can never do anything right, dress right, eat right, even act right. Maybe I should try acting proper, then again am I even capable of doing so?

YOU ARE READING
My suicide story...
Roman pour AdolescentsI don't know why I would, but I figured that I'd write down what I've been feeling. So read if you will, it might be sad and it might just make sense, who knows... Enjoy my thoughts I suppose.