Part 1. (This is the new and update one)

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I look at my room blankly, feeling hungry and slightly bored. So, i decided to go downstairs and take my ice cream.

I stomp my feets to the ground till i reach downstairs, revealing my mom and step-dad sitting at the dining table seriously. But i don't give a shit to any of them.

i shrugged it off, pretending i didn't hear my mom who has been calling me since i was in my room.

I stomped my feets till i reach the fridge and finnaly take my oreos ice cream from the freazer. When i turn around, i sigh when i saw my mom standing angrily infront of me, giving me a glare.

I rolled my eyes, and walked away from her, crashing my shoulder with hers.

"AMANDA!" She shouted, as i was about to jog to the stairs that leads directly to my and Calvins (my brother) rooms.

"We need to talk!" She shouted again, i didn't say anything, i turn my head from my mom then jogged upstairs to my room. I slammed the door shut, and threw my self to the bed, while eating my ice cream.

The door creaks open, revealing my brother looking at me worriedly and walked inside my room slowly.

"Do you even know privacy?" I groan, eating a spoon of ice cream.

"Sorry, what happend?" He asked, leaving the door open, and take a sit next to my feet.

"Lame old shit, i guess" I shrugged, and continue eating my meal.

"Look, Amanda. We need to-"

"AMANDA RIVERS! WE ARE SENDING YOU TO COLLEGE!" My mom shouted, making me sigh, and looked down on my meal.

"Are you even listening?!"

"Geez, women! Yes i hear you!" I shouted back, closing the cap of my ice cream, and take my phone from under my ass, and started to open Instagram.

"Amanda.." Calvin whispers.

"Young lady, we are sending you to college!" George (my step-dad) repeated.

"Nope" I easily answered, making a grin at them, just to piss them off.

"YES YOU ARE, PERIOD!"

When my mom threw me a glare and a high tone, i slowly stood up, leaving my ice cream on my bed, and face my mom.

"I. Am. Not. Going" I crossed my arms, challenging her.

"Oh, yes you are. You are going, even if we have to drag you" George pointed, making me groan.

"Step out of this, George. You're not in this shit" I held up my finger at him, but got slapped on my hand from my mom. It is usual for me. I dont give a shit.

"Amanda, you are going no matter you like it or not. Calv-"

And that is when i lose my temper.

"What the fuck, Mom??! You know how much i hateee school!!! So does Calvin! Oh, thanks for backing me up, anyways. Why do you have to make my life more misarable, mom??? Huh? You've made a total disaster!" I shouted, but i felt my cheeks is burning now. Burning in pain.

I looked at mom, who is looking at me, in disbeliefe.

"You are going, no matter you like it or not. W-we are doing this for your own good" George softly says, making me tighten my grip, but i relaxed it a bit when Calvin warns me by holding them.

"Fine, whatever. Atleast, i am not gonna be with you two" I snorted, pointing at the door, mentioning for them to leave.

My moms eyes are started to be a bit wattery, but i don't care.

She already messed my life.

I don't give a shit about anything now.

When they finnaly walk out, i look at Calvin who is giving me a weak smile.

I raised my middle finger at him, and kicked my white chair hardly.

I let out a stressful scream, and weakly drop my body to the floor.

"You should've back me up, you dick" I groan, looking at him.

"I'm sorry, Amanda. But, they already paid it all. What should i do?" He sighs, crouching next to me, and softly brushes my hair, and leave me alone.

Great. Tomorrow i'm gonna go to some shitty hell hole.

Ahh!

Fuck you mom!

God!

So, here's the shit about my mom.

She's a pain.

When she started to mess my life when she decided to divorce my lovely dad, and married George. I've hated her since.

I used to be a happy girl, fun, weird, laughable, but now. I see darkness. Not lights like i used to.

She have tried everything she can do for me.

Like, buying everything i have ever wanted. A new phone, Tv, books, cloths, bigger room, and more. But, all of those wont work. They just don't.

Hiiiii!!!

So! How how how???

Hahahahahahaa

It felts so weird writing this story again. LOL

I'll update as i can

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