Start again Chapter II

Part 41

As i take a deep breath while walking down to the mainroom of Harry's mothers house, i smiled as i see Gemma offering me to sit next to her.

I slowly take a sit next to her, with my hands crossed to my chest, and my eyes are on the Tv.

"How are you feeling?" She asks warmly, turning the volume down.

"I'm feeling much better" I smiled softly. Well, i am not fine. But, i am better now.

"That's great" She smiles, i nodded and let out a little silent breath as my eyes fell back to the Tv. We are both alone in this house. Only me and her. Harry and his parents went to the groceries shop, they asked us to come with them. But, not to be unpolite, i said no. I am still tired with all. And, Gemma said no to, because she wants to accompany me.

"So, Gemma" I slowly called. She slowly looks at me, and still her soft smile is there.

"Harry told me that you visit only once a month"

"Yeah, i work in NYC, and i am trying my best to visit as much as i can"

"What do you? If i may ask"

"It's alright, i'm a journalist"

"Really?"

"Yeah, for Teen Magazine" She smile proudly. I give her a big smile to then give her a nod.

"What do you want to be when you grow up, Amanda?" She asks.

I huft, and shook my head.

"Uh-i actually doesn't know what i want to be when i grow up" her jaw is on the floor right now.

What? I really dont. My mom and George drag me to the campus, so...

"Well, i want to be forever young, but, i know that it's impossible" I shrug, earning a light chuckle from her.

"I believe, everybody wants that to" She says, after slipping her hair to the back of her ear.

"Yeah"

I stretch my arms forward and look back at the Tv which is playing Revenge.

"Oh, how's your brother, Killian? Is he okay? Harry told me about him, if you don't mind" i let out a tired sigh as i hear my brothers name.

"Well, okay i guess. I haven't visit him for a while, now"

"Well, i am planning to go to a mall actually. It's near the hospital, you can come with me, and we'll go to the hospital after" Gemma offers, making me pursed my lips a bit, and look at Gemma who is waiting for my answer.

Well... I guess it is alright, but... I don't really like shopping. But, hey, i guess it is alright. After all, she let me used her cloths, and sleep at her house. I mean, her mothers house and all. And plus, she seems like a nice person. Just like Harry.

"Really? Well.. May i come? I would like to go meet him" she says.

I take a breath, and shrug. "Yeah, i guess it's okay" I smiled softly, standing up and walk to the bathroom.

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After i did what i gotta do, i walk back outside, seeing Harry, Anne, and Robin has already came back from the groceries store. Robin and Harry have some plactic bags on their hands, and Anne is talking with Gemma.

"Oh, hey. Gemma said you two are going out?" Anne asks, wiping a few bit of dusts on her hands with scrubbing it on her black jeans.

"Yeah" I nodded, smiling at her after making a little pony tail to my hair.