Start again Chapter II

Part 47

Okay, today is the day. Today, i'm gonna have my test or exam or whatever for my Music class and thanks to my mom, i can finnaly sing it without a partner! I'm feeling nervous, anxious, but also excited. I mean, maybe on the outside i seem like a though girl who doesn't care for anything or some shit, but the truth is... I'm very very nervous.

And not just because of that stupid test, it's also because the fact that i'm gonna meet Max's boss today.

So, this morning, i've received a text from an unkown number, and it says.

"Go to a black range over car infront of your college just after your test. If you make me wait more than 5 minutes, you know what will happend ;)

Love, max xoxo"

It really gives me chills. I mean, wjy does his boss wants me? I mean, come on, that's none sense. What will Max or his boss will do to me? Will he force me to sex with him? Oh my god! I can't! I won't! I-i'm not ready!

Oh my god, what the hell should i do!

A lot of dramatic and horror thoughts crawls to my mind when George gives me a thumbs up and a squeeze on my shoulder. I turn my head towards him and smiled. Yeah, it turns out that this test or shit is open. So, all the kids and parents can come and watch us.

This is actually called torturing.

I mean, just be watched by this people are crazy enough, but beeing watched by your parents are crazy. And plus, Calvin is gonna watch me. How? Lillian told my mom that she's gonna do skype with my brother when i'm singing, so he'll see me perform.

God...

Oh, i haven't talked to Lillian, Harry, nor zayn. Nor Louis and Niall. Liam and Sophia i did, but just a simple smile and 'hi'

"Nervous?" Lillian suddenly lean in towards me. Yeah, i'm sitting between George and Lillian. Amazing huh?

Well to be honest, i know i shouldn't be so cold or be so stoick at her, cause, she only tried to help me just that, and i'm the one who kinda mad at her.. so... i guess i'll just apologize to her.

A weird thing i don't actually do.

Well except... when i kissed Zayn and Harry is watching, to my mom, and whatever.

"Yeah" I breathe out softly and look at her. Her hair is pinned back from her ear, light make-up, pink gloss, and she's actually wearing a jacket. Huh, i never seen her wearing a jacket before.

Lillian nodded and look towards the boy who is playing his guitar while the other girl is singing You belong with me by Taylor Swift.

Oh, this is a random call. Like, if the teacher calls your name,you just have to be prepared and perform.

Sucks.

"Look, i'm sorry" I said, whispering so that no one could hear us and the audience woudln't be annoyed. Oh, for your information, it's full-house.

"Really, for what?" Lillian pursed her lips after blinking a few times like an innocent little girl.

"For snapping at you while you only meant for good things, i'm really sorry" I sigh and make a thin line on my lips.