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Part 44

"I know, i know" I said to Calvin through the phone. Calvin is a bit stressed because i can't make it today to go and visit him. Because, i have that stupid practice with thay douche. He was cool when i say i van't be there maybe for the whole day, but when i say i'm gonna be with Zayn, he raged.

"No! You can't be in the same fucking room with that son of a bitch!" Calvin is getting angry, and it is a bit scary. I mean, he does looks frightening when he's mad.

"Calvin, please. You think i want this? No ofcourse not. But, it's for my test, my exam, my education or whatever. If you don't like it, why did you put me here in the first place?!" I groan, sitting at the edge of my bed harshly.

"Ugh.. Although i have no memories of it, but.. Ugh, fine! But, if he did anything to you, i swear to the fucking god i'll personally kill him with my own hands" Calvin threatens. I sigh loudly, hearing how protective my brother is. I mean, yeah he has always been the protective big brother, it's a good thing, but, it's also is kinda annoying.

"Yes, Cav. Lilian will come to you, alright? She'll be on the way maybe.." I glance at Lilian who is giving me a five.

"For about 5 minutes, okay?"

"Yeah"

"Okay, i'll see you soon, okay cav?" I smiled briefly, when he hanged up, and i threw my body on the bed, with my phone in my hand.

Lilian looks at me with worried while she slips her legs into her ripped blue jeans. "What's up with you?" She asks, while taking a grey sweater from her closet and slip her body inside the sweater.

"Just. Stressed." I groan while i sit straight, and clasps my hands together.

"Yeah, i can see that" She sits next to me and wear her flats, while her left hand is on my knee.

"Zayn? Isn't it?"

I rolled my eyes, and put my head on her shoulder. Feeling more then stressed now. Okay, i have no idea what to think right now.

"Relax okay honey? You got Harry" She winks, making me sigh and message my temples.

"Yeah, i know. I'm just really mad at him. He can't just do that after what he did to me. Well, not to me, but to those poor girls"

"Honey, you know that he done nothing bad towards you, right?" She take my hands and clasps it, with her cute little smile on her lips.

"Well yes, but what would you do after knowing what his job is? I can't-i just, i do not want any of this!" I let a deep groan of frustation.

"Why are we even talking about this? Go!"

"Amanda, come on. I'm just-"

"Yeah, yeah. Go now, Calvin needs you" I take my hand from Lilians hand and stand up, taking her little Marie Claire bag, and hands it to her. She takes it, and sigh. Standing up and walk out from the room just after she said goodbye at me. But, i didn't answer.

I close the door shut, and let out another loud frustated groan. I jabbed my hair and pulled it for a bit then, let a deep exhale.

Come on, Ams. Get your head up. It's just for two days, then he'll go away.

I sigh again, and grab my blue see towell and also my black pair of bra and panties. I take my phone with me and get inside the bathroom.

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"Great" i mumbles inside of me, my period just started. Such a fucking good timing blood.

I sigh, and walk out from the bathroom with the blue towell wrapped around my body. I take my phone with me and it nearly slipped out from my hand when i saw Zayn there, sitting comfortably with his eyes scanning me from head to toe.