Start again Chapter II

Part 40

I let out a deep sigh as i finnaly and slowly started to make my self stop crying. Well, i still sob and things like that, but, atleast.. I'm not crying...

Harry seems to understood that i am not ready for any talk in this moment, so for the whole ride, he kept he mouth shut and look straightly to the road. Although, i know he sometimes take a look at me and patted my back for couple of times.

When we finnaly reach his mothers house. I let out a breath first and slip my hair to the back of my ear before i step a foot to the ground.

I feel so fragile and so... Heavy. I can't even barely stand well.

But, as always, Harry saved me. I gave him a weak smile, and he gave me a silent nod. He leads me to his house with his hand on my back, and on of'em on my hand. Helping me not to fall and crash badly to the ground.

He knocks at the door for several times, and soon the door flew open. Revealing Anne there, looking in deep shock.

"Oh my, what happend? Come in"

Anne take a step back, and open the door wider for us to come in. Harry directly bring me to his room and let me sit on his comfortable bed.

I kept silent, looking at the ground as Anne and Harry talked on the other side of the room. I look downwards, imagining what had those guys and Zayn did to those girls.

I let out a little sob, so i shut my eyes for a bit, to make my eyes not a bit red. My eyes are shut, making me a bit relax and think everything through.

How could could i be so stupid and so blind !

Why do i always fall for the bad guys. Especially, this one.

I feel Harrys body sitting next to me, but i keep my eyes locked downwards. Looking blankly to the ground. I hear Harry's voice. He is talking to me, but i can't hear him. All i can hear is just mumbles and some random stuffs.

When i feel his hands on my shoulder, i flinched, and jumped away from him. Well, i guess my trust has already gone by now.

"Hey, it's alright. It's me"

I let out a rough breath, and look at Harry, who is breathing hard and slid closer to me. I feel my body tensed, as his hand slowly touches the skin of my hand.

"It's alright, it's alright" As Harry take my hands, i cannot contain my eyes which are not fully loaded with tears. So, i finnaly decided to let it all out.

I started crying, and look down to my crossed legs. I feel Harry's breath getting hotter and closer to my neck. And that is when i realised Harry embraced me with his hug.

"It's alright.. It's okay" He whisper softly as i cried on his shoulder. Making his tux wet.

"I-it's not o-okay" I cried, landing my hands on Harrys back, and hugged him, while i sink my face to Harrys chest.

I feel Harrys hand moving up and down on my back, while he started to humming a song.

As his lips started to let out the lyrics of Fix You. I let go his hug, and turn my body around. So my back is on Harrys chest. I feel Harry's hands on my stomache, hugging me thight, i rested my hands on top of his, while his chin rested on my neck.

I am still crying though, but not that hard. I just cried.

And high up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth