School, Sex, Love?

Chapter 12

Logan's POV

I look at the clock and its almost 11 o'clock. Ever since this morning, when I was horrible to Alana, I've been sat in my room counting the swirls on the ceiling. Why was I so horrible to Alana?
She's actually kinda pretty now that I think about.
OMG Logan don't you fucking say that.

When I was mean to her yesterday I could see the fear in her eyes.

What have I become?

I'm a monster. I'm a horrible person but every time I try to be nice to someone it just comes out as "fuck you, you fat whore" or I just punch them in the face.

You know what I need to get out and maybe I can make my way onto Alana's good side by taking her and her sister for a walk or something.

I know lets go swimming. I get up off my bed and run downstairs to ask my dad if I can take the girls to the nearest swimming pool for an hour or two.

I quickly run to my room and collect my swimming trunks and towel and pack my bag before heading downstairs.

Christina is the first one to arrive at the door with me and we stand there awkwardly for Alana.

"So... is Alana coming?" I ask politely.

"I don't know why she'd want to" Christina snaps back. I forgot girls tell each other everything.

"Listen. I don't know what Alana's told yo-"
"No you listen here my sisters told me enough. now leave her alone because I know you're the one who gives her all those scars" She interrupts. Wow this girl has a mouth on her. Fuck why am I so rude.

"Wait, scars-" I am interrupted by Alana coming down the stairs.

Christina heads out first obviously to avoid my question??
As soon as Christina steps outside my dickhead mode comes back.
I place my hand on the doorframe to make sure Alana doesn't come through. She looks beautiful.. wtf is wrong with me.

"I can't believe you decided to come. Is it because if your sis? Aw. You'd do anything for her wouldn't you." I can't stop staring at her. What are you doing you stupid twat? Stop staring at her!!

She begins to look away and I know I'm staring at her too hard. This is so awkward.

"You know it's polite to look at people when they're talking to you" You're such an arse Logan. Well done why don't you just blame it on her?

Luckily I'm saved by Christina shouting our names from outside. She probably thinks I'm murdering her sister from in here. Alana pushes past me. Quick enough for me to not have a reaction... Thank The Lord!

When we get to the pool Alana hurries off with Christina. Well done now you're never going to get Alana to like you. Shit did I just admit that. Don't admit that Logan coz that is fucking weakness I tell you.

I head into a cubicle and just get changed. I sort out my hair before putting my shit into a locker and heading towards the pool. I see Christina come out before Alana and she heads the complete other side of the pool to me. Understandable.

I spot Alana come out and she looks so sexy in her bikini. For Fuck sake I need a filter on my brain.

Shit she looking at me. Stop staring at her... Stop staring at her!!! STOP FUCKING STARING AT HER!!!

He begins to move more quickly, not surprisingly and before I can go to follow her she slips over and onto her back. Like a proper slip. It looked like a slip in a cartoon it was that bad. It was bad enough to be faked or caused by a banana skin.

As soon as my eyes adjusted to what had just happened I ran out of the pool even before Christina an ran up to her.

"Alana, Alana can you her me?" She didn't reply and her eyes begin to shut. Christina appears next to me with a look of disgust as if telling me it was all my fault.

A life guard is already with us and calling the paramedics.