never say never || changbin x reader •ff•

Chapter 19| the truth.1

Y/n pov

After every check on seungmin to see if he was ok, we all decided to end the day there. But I didn't forget about what changbin was trying to tell me earlier.

I was walking behind everyone so I decided to catch up to changbin.

"Binnie," I panted as I ran up to him, the long sleeves of his jacket flying everywhere.
He turned around and a chuckle left his lips. God, what did I look like?

Huff

By the time he stopped in his tracks and I had finally caught up to him, we were behind everyone else. And I was dying.

"Do-" I was cut of speaking by his index finger pressed on my lips.

"Srsly?" I spoke but it came out muffled.

"Catch your breath first, we don't need you dying on the scene" he laughed. I pouted.

"Did you just kiss my finger!?!?!" He screeched like a child, pulling it away.

"I- Changbin!"

"what happened to calling me binnie?"

"I- I will walk away!"

"But we're already walking?"

"Oh- shush"

He jokingly scoffed at me.

"Anyway, you were tryna tell me something earlier?"

"oh yea, don't worry about it"

"no, if you wanted to talk before what's stopping you now?"

"You sound like Chan,"

"I don't care, what's up?"

"I just- right now is not really the time" he looked at me and then at the group ahead of us.

I nodded. It was silent for a moment until I spoke up.

"how about you come to my place?"

"y-your place?"

"Ye! I mean.. its more private there?"

"What about your mum??" He asked

Im guessing he knew about my dad since he was kind of friends with felix.

I say 'my dad' but i never even met him. he left my mum and felix when he found out that she was pregnant with a girl..

he was like henry the 8th
Smh

Sometimes i used to feel guilty. felixs dad left because of me. I used to wonder if they were close.

Me and felix sat down once and had a whole heart to heart about it. apparently when he came out to mum, mum said that dad was homophobic anyway so naturally he hates him now.
:)

"Don't worry about my mum- she doesn't get back from work till morning"

"Hmmm, ye ok, when do you want me round?"

"How about now?"

"Like- now?"

"now"

"Ok, so we go to your house now? Instead of following the guys?"

"Yes... now,"

"Okay!" He spoke excitedly, catching the attention of the people ahead of us.

"We're gonna go back to my house," I said pointing to me and changbin.

"Ok! Stay safe," Minho shouted back instantly, without a care in the world.

"Ye, you guys stay safe" chanwinked at me. I swear to god- if changbin saw-

"Y/n! Do you have the house key!!!" Felix yelled, even though we could hear him perfectly if he just talked normally.

"No, I'm just gonna use the one under the doormat" I shrugged my shoulders.

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A/N
I feel like half of this was waffle, so I'm turning it into 2 parts..

What do you think he's gonna say? Drop your predictions!!!

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