what happens when the new girl joins college and doesn't quite fit in?
Will she seek even more trouble when she finds the silent boy at the back of the room?
join y/n lee as she goes through her journey of highs and lows, all while trying to manag...
me and changbin were still hugging when footsteps approached our table. i let go of changbin and looked up.
courtney.
the awkward tension arrived as soon as she did.
she stopped infront of us and looked me up and down, before scoffing. she scrunched her face up and looked at changbin.
that gorila ass lookin-
"what?" i spoke, bluntly. just get it over and done with.
all eyes were on me and her.
"just wanted to make sure i wasn't hallucinating.. cant believe you would actually go for a freak like him," she gestured towards changbin with her eyes.
"then again, look at you... i guess i made the mistake. guess i thought you were a fairly decent person, when in reality your just a scumbag that takes every. bit . of man. that walks past you.. for example, him. I'm glad You understand that you have to take "mr no voice" other there, otherwise youll die lonely.. such a shame," she continued.
i saw chan, minho and felix boil out the corner of my eye. changbin tangled his leg with mine under the table. his face was raging.
"nothing to say?" she pouted.
"actually." i stood up. changbin reached out to hold my hand, and i gladly gripped onto it.
"for your information, you punch way above your weight. i definitely don't see what jimin sees in you. okay! maybe you are pretty on the outside but girl... your personality and attitude are as deep and dark as alices rabbit hole" i gave her a sarcastic smile.
"i would love to continue into detail, but honestly, i really dont want to stoop as low as you" and i ended it there.
what i said did not portray what was happening to my insides just then. i was a sack of potatoes. what she said hurt me, i admit, but i knew i had to stick up for myself for once.
ive let people beat me down ever since i started this school. e.g. jay, jake and niki and i wasnt gonna be defeated by this speck of dust infront of me.
she rolled her eyes.
"youll never be able to keep the relationship anyway, you'll grab the next bit of bait that walks past you. trust me."
i felt changbins grip on my hand tighten and i looked down at him. he was already looking at me.
when i looked up, courtney was already walking off, swaying her hips like she was on one of them "cat walk youtube videos", i was just waiting for her to fall over on her face.
i sat back down.
"My sis is a badass!- What the hell!?" felix shouted, slamming his hand on the table.
"you handled that way too well for my liking..." chans eyebrows were raised like a dad telling me off.
"but well done," he finished, giving me a nod. i looked down playing with my fingers. did i really just do that?
changbin whispered into my ear, "i thought it was pretty hot.."
he discretely kissed my neck as he pulled away, sending shivers down my body. luckily no one else saw.
i was bright red. Wtf was that?
what courtney said had actually got to me. it made me feel bad about myself.
thoughts about my flaws and how ugly i was, came to mind. thoughts telling myself how bad of a person i am. thoughts wondering why changbin was even interested in me. and was i really with changbin because I'd never had a boyfriend before? but she doesnt know that.. or does she? thats not the point. changbin is definetely not a phase or use because ive never experienced a relationship before. i genuinley love changbin and-
wait... i love changbin??? no....yes?...maybe? What!????!?!?!?!?!? We've only known eachother for a few months...
