Chapter Eleven

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UHHH ITS MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW I'm gonna be 69 😩😩. SO MUCH TEA HAPPENED TODAY I CANTTTT. Ight basically I went to my best friends house and we went out on some dodgy walk yeahhh then her friend joined and me and the guy are kinda dating LMAO. Anywayssss Nathan's friend called me and asked me to go round his house tomorrow because he apparently has a card and a present for me which is dodgy so yeahhh. I also got band on roblox for saying your all cunts 😩😩.
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1 step forward, 3 steps back ~ Olivia Rodrigo "It's always one step forward and three steps back, Do you love me, want me, hate me? Boy I don't understand"

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1 step forward, 3 steps back ~ Olivia Rodrigo
"It's always one step forward and three steps back, Do you love me, want me, hate me? Boy I don't understand"

"Talk to me before drinking that toxic stuff. It won't do anything and you know it" he said bringing me over to the soft velvet sofa

I knew he was right. I mean of course he was right he was Ashton. Ashton Irwin was always right and for the right reasons. He was fair and smart. He was an old man at heart. His heart was big, huge even. Even if people had hurt him in the past he still forgave them. He always said "why hold grudges with people your whole life when you've got it all to live with new people". He was right in some ways.

Alcohol addictions ran in my family. Only Michael and Ashton knew that. Both of my parents turned into junky's as soon as my brother left for college. In some ways it was telling me something without saying anything. That he was there favourite and always will be. But he doesn't want anything to do with them. After they way I was treated. He's long gone so it doesn't matter. He left the country months ago, god knows where though.

But Lukes words hurt. They still do. The ache in my chest was still there. It's not like I would date him. But it was a nice thought to wake up to him everyday. Or have his strong arms wrapped around my body in a protective manor.

"Ash" I let out a shaky breathe, I didn't know I was holding in

"What" he replied looking into my eyes worry still shown

"I need a hug" I let out a sob, he shoved his body into mine, wrapping his strong broad arms around my body in that protecting brotherly manor

"I hope I didn't wake joe up" I frowned at the thought of the boy being woken up to loud knocking in the middle of the night, which could've been scary for the 5 year old.

"He's fast asleep, he decided to sleep in my bed tonight though" he smiled pulling away from me

"Talk to me now, I know its not just Michael who's upset you" he demanded holding my hand in his.

So I started from the beginning, telling ash how Michael wanted to invite luke even after I said no but still did. Then the rest of the conversation on the phone. Even the comment about the beach, apparently he thought me and luke 'fucked' even though we didn't. Luke made it very clear he wasn't attracted to me and definitely had much prettier girls on the go right now.

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