Lipstick || l.s

fifteen

Louis's POV

Harry hasn't spoken to me in over a week. I made myself look like an idiot, I can't blame Harry for being mad at me. I would be too. I may have lost a lot of Harry's trust because of this.

Eleanor has been corrupting me a lot during our relationship, but I never thought it would be this bad. Niall, Liam and Zayn warned me about her and I can't believe I didn't see it. I need to talk about this with Eleanor because I can't allow her to do that to me, and put my friendships with the boys in danger. Like with Harry.

I would be devastated if Harry and I stopped being friends. Harry is such a loyal and trustworthy person. I'd be stupid if I allowed myself to let him stop our friendship.

I need to apologize to Harry properly. It may sound crazy, but I'm going crazy without him. I need to write an apology note or something for Harry. The only way I can maybe receive Harry's forgiveness and his friendship, I need to properly apologize to Harry. During the morning classes, I would write little bits of my apology letter and made sure it was as perfect as it could be.

When it was lunch time, I arrived first at the table, followed by Niall, Liam and Zayn. I wait for Harry to show up so I could maybe speak to him.

"Louis? You waiting for Harry?" Niall asked in between his bites.

"Yeah, is he even coming to the cafeteria?" I asked. Harry's been with us at the cafeteria, but we just don't talk to one another.

"I'm not so sure mate," the blonde said.

"Do you know where he is?" I asked Niall.

"I think he's in the music room with Tyler," Niall responds.

I feel this energy in my body that's not too pleasing. Since Tyler is interested in guys, Harry and him have a chance on getting together. They've been pretty close lately and it doesn't make me feel good.

It should make me feel good because Harry will be happy and that's all is want from him, but I don't. Is it jealously? Maybe I'm going to be a bit jealous that I would need to share Harry with someone else. What if Harry gives all his attention to Tyler and forget about me? That can not happen. I ran down the hallways and stopped in front of the music room.

I heard a guitar and laughter from the hallway. I slowly peek my head into the classroom and see the familiar curly hair that's Harry's and the back of Tyler's head.

Tyler had his whole body around Harry's shoulder. I bet Tyler was teaching Harry how to play the guitar.

"You have put your fingers here, - no Harry, - there you go" Tyler told Harry.

The curly haired boy strums the guitar until he stumbles and stops playing. Tyler and him start talking to each other while I observed them secretly until someone interrupted me.

"Louis!" A female squeals behind me. I turn quickly and see Eleanor running up to me for a hug.

I can honestly say I wasn't happy that she's here, but at the same time, maybe it's time talk to her. The sooner I tell her, the sooner it could get off my chest.

"Aren't you suppose to be in class?" I asked while gently hugging her back.

"Yeah, I decided to skip and stay with you during lunch. I went into the cafeteria earlier but Liam told me you were here," she said.

It's the perfect opportunity. I mean we would be alone for 20 minutes, so it's not like we can go on for hours with just talking about our problems. It will be over and done with in 20 minutes.