reputation // jeon jungkook ✔️

chapter ten

i'm not ready

shin minseo

jungkook leans closer to me, my hands remain stuck in his hair. our eye contact is too hot to break, but i know i can't do anything with him. he licks his lips which makes my toes curl and my insides do back flips. the dark glare in his eyes giving me a throbbing sensation.

"jungkook, stop..." i breathe out. he backs away from me. the darkness slowly leaving his eyes.

"i'm sorry, i know, i just-" i kissed him. a short kiss, but long enough for us to move our lips in sync once or twice. i pull away and his face is flushed red and his breathing is labored. "min, don't start something you can't finish." the darkness in his eyes returning causing my breath to hitch. "i know you're still on a high from jimin, but i can promise that i'm a different monster than jimin." he says, dark eyes staring me down. feelings exploding inside of me i decided to step away. i go out into his hall and look for the alcohol he got us that one night.

"it's the other way." his deep voice sounds from behind me as he leans on his door frame.

"right..." i say as i turn around and find the cabinet full of alcohol. i grab two bottles of tequila and bring them back to the room, handing him one.

"what's this for?" he asks.

"you wouldn't get drunk with me last time, now there's no jimin to kill, so get drunk with me." i tell him. i search around his room for some sort of stereo. i needed a distraction so that i don't end up having lust sex with jungkook. he was right, i'm still on a high.

"what are you looking for?" he asks as he locks his bedroom door.

"a stereo, let's have a dance party." i say, taking a sip from my bottle.

"a dance party? there's only two of us." he laughs and takes a sip from his own.

"even better." i wink at him causing him to shake his head at me as if to warn me. he walks over to his t.v. on the wall and reaches behind it to pull out a remote.

"what do you wanna listen to?" he asks, flipping the remote in his hand.

"i don't know, something with a good beat." he smiles and turns on his stereo. he begins to play some of the songs i heard at the party that night. "that'll do." i state as i take another sip from my bottle and start jumping around to the music. jungkook laughs and takes another swig as well. he sits his bottle down and begins dancing to the music. i watched in awe as his body moved perfectly with each song.

"i didn't know you could move like that." i slur out, starting to get a buzz.

"there's a lot you don't know about me, min. you don't ask a whole lot of questions." he states as he wipes the sweat from his forehead. he's right. i haven't asked him much about himself. all i really know is how old he is. i get a sad look on my face causing jungkook to walk over to me. "what's wrong?" he asks.

"i don't know anything about you..." i frown. he laughs.

"it's okay, that's what questions are for." he sits me down on his bed. "what do you wanna know, ill tell you anything and everything." he smiles. my mind wanders to all the different questions i could ask him.

"how did you get this house?" was the first question that came out.

"grandpa gave it to me when he passed, he knew i was the only one who'd keep it standing and not demolish it for a more modern one." he answers.

"why did you go to this college?"

"i really liked the campus, and it helped that it was near my house." he chuckled.

"what do you study?"

"musical arts and performance." he grins at me.

"does that mean you sing too?" i exclaim happily.

"i do."

"will you sing me a song?" i ask probably looking like a kitten.

"not right now." i frown. boring.

"i'm tired of questions, turn the music up!" i slur as i get more and more drunk. he laughs and turns it back up. we start dancing again with me trying to mimic the dances that he's doing. i fall a few times, him making sure i was okay each time, which was cute but honestly i couldn't even tell i was falling until i saw jungkook get three feet taller. jungkook started to notice how drunk i was getting and decided to turn down the music.

"do you want me to take you home?" he asks as he lays me onto his bed.

"no..." i murmer.

"do you want to stay here?"

"mhm.." i trail off. i hear him laugh as he walks away. he comes back a moment later with extra blankets.

"scoot over." he says as he jumps into the bed with me. i roll over gently. i hear him turn on quiet comforting music, and then i feel him toss blankets over me. "are you warm?" he asks.

"mhmm.." my eyelids were feeling very heavy. i feel him scoot into the blankets i'm in. he rustles around for a moment and then puts his body in contact with mine, throwing his arm over my side. it takes me a moment to realize he pulled his shirt off, i feel his warm muscular body pressing onto my back. and with that i fall asleep in no time.

-

"min?" i roll over lazily and begin to open my eyes. "no don't open your eyes, just open your mouth, i have pain killers." jungkooks voice boomed through my head, but i wasn't going to say no to the pain killers. he slides two pills onto my tongue. "okay, bringing the water now." he tells me, and then i feel cold water fill my mouth. i swallow it along with the pills. jungkook giggles and runs his fingers through my hair. "go back to bed now." he says. you don't have to tell me twice.

-

i finally wake up fully and see jungkook sitting on the edge of the bed.

"jungkook?"

"min, you're awake. sorry i was just playing overwatch." he says, i look passed his head to see the t.v. lit up with overwatch on the screen. "that was a fun sleepover we had, don't you agree." i giggle.

"it was. you're really sweet, jungkook." i say referring to the way he takes care of me. jimin never did anyting like that.

"i just didn't want you waking up with a headache and yelling at me." he grins at me.

"yeah right." i roll my eyes. i suddenly remember all the questions i was asking him and i remembered one more. "i have one more question from last night."

"really?" he sits his controller down. "go ahead." he smiles at me.

"why did you dye your hair purple?" i finally ask. a grin appears on his face and i couldn't help but grin back.

"finally." he says as he scoots over to me, preparing to answer this little question that's apparently a really big deal.