just something

the wish i knew i'd die to make it come true

a devotion. and love, this is a prayer i will sing in your altar. 

the world is cold and mellow and grey. 

we are all in the same routine. following the same line of thoughts. feeling all the same. we mourn and grieve and laugh and scream. we love and hurt and love again. the world is not as cold. it is not as mellow and grey as it was before. the world became a bit better when i knew you u exist. the world became bearable when i knew i can come home to you. the world became an easy puzzle with you. 

together or not i wish for your happiness. i wish you can give and can be given the best hugs and kisses and smiles. i wish you will have a genuine and sincere smile on your lips every time. i wish you have the time and space in which you can grieve and not be judged. i wish you can take the time to grow and develop into someone you are meant to be. i wish you can live your life without feeling like the world is leaving you behind. i wish you know that the moon is just me looking over you. i wish you know that the stars are made to listen to the rants or nonsense things you wish you can speak to anyone. i wish you know that i am here and will always be here. i wish you know that the cosmos and stardust are happy that someone as breathtaking and complex as you -  exist. 

i am a soldier in a war you waged. but my enemy is no one but myself. i am a fighter in the shadows you gave me but these are the same shadows i told you i'd fight through for you. i am a mere human, taken by and bewildered by you and your existence. i know the angels and godly beings are jealous of the way you look at me. because those lingering looks and incredible smiles are something i would die for to make you give it to me again.  

you are a gift. heaven-sent. something i know i should treasure and keep. something i know i would care for and protect. and i still would. because together or not i will serve you. the same way i will for my family and friends. the same way i will for the people i dedicate my life to. together or not i am at your command. i will burn empires and i will make sure no flame will touch you. i will kill for and live for, without any doubts. 

i wish you the best. because you don't deserve mediocrity and incompetence. i wish you the happiness you deserve. and if i can, i would die for it to happen. 

the world is not cold as it was before. it's not as mellow and grey.