You Are My Home. ( L.S. )

proof

"I never meant to hurt you"

"You literally broke up with me with a fucking letter telling me how much you regret everything and how you actually fell in love with El right after the band broke up, also telling me how you used me for more fame and opportunities the whole time, saying Larry Stylinson was good for your image!" I yelled at him and he only stared at me with wide eyes but I wasn't done "Now that you don't need me I don't know what you're here for, unless you know.. since one direction is coming off break you need some more opportunities." I sneered at him

"I tried to tell you but when I came home the security wouldn't let me in and they told me you were gone, then I tried calling you it went to voicemail then I tried getting the boys to but it also went to voicemail. it was never supposed to end like that" he ranted as I drank my vodka

"What fucking way was it supposed to go Louis?" I asked

"We were supposed to last forever, you were my forever.. you still are" 

I spit out the vodka in my mouth, choking on it.

"What" I asked dumbly 

I laughed "What since one direction is coming back you need me for more opportunities? Larry looks good for you right?" 

"No im trying to tell you that-"

"You're trying to break my heart even more well guess what I am not letting you now leave. get the fuck out!" I yelled at him

"Listen to me!" he shouted 

I crossed my arms and looked at him as I sat down on the couch and he sat down next to me.

"I didn't want to break up, I never did." I was about to get up but he jumped over and straddled my lap looking at me with tears in his eyes "Please listen" he whispered 

"I never wanted to, as you know management had a problem with us being together and El was even put for a stunt, you had stunts to and they always did so many things but we would never let them break us up, well when one direction ended they gave you that letter, I never fell in love with el, I never used you, everything about us was real. Harry please listen to me, believe me, trust me." he cried heavily in front of me

I had tears falling out of my eyes but I kept my blank face.

"Theres one thing wrong with your story Louis, it was in your handwriting. you didn't have to do that, they physically cannot force you to do that and if they did and you ever really loved me then you would have never wrote it the way you did, cause it was pretty fucked up. get off of me." I told him with venom in each word

"No listen they made a deal with me, they drop all stunts if I do the note but if I didn't then they were going to put us both with ten times more." he was basically begging me to believe him "I wrote it like that cause I copied their every word, it was part of the deal. please believe me."

"Proof." I said simply with more and more tears falling, trying to not let my shoulders shake or let myself sob or hyperventilate 

"what?" Louis on the other hand was not controlling at all as he looked at me trying to explain while balling his eyes out

"I want proof that you are not lying"

"Why can't you just believe me?" he sobbed as he covered his face

"Because" I said sitting up so we were chest to chest "if you love me as much as you say you did then you would have looked for me, you would try harder than that." 

"I did I tried for two years and everyone made me stop, baby I never stopped looking for you." he cried trying to hold my face but I didn't let him 

"proof." was all I said 

he stared at me for awhile before nodding. 

"I will get you proof. I promise."

"Good, until then get out of my house and stay out of it" I said before gently lifting him off me and putting him on the couch

I grabbed my vodka and walked away while drinking it

he can't possibly expect me to believe him..

at the same time, what if he wasn't lying.

if he isn't lying I wouldn't know what would scare me more

how much Ive lost over this or how much I learned from it.

I walked down the hall as I heard my front door open and close and I shake my head.

I walk outside before taking off my sweats and taking one last chug before jumping into the pool, swimming around for a bit before I got out and went upstairs, grabbing my sweatpants and everything before going upstairs to.. my room and taking a shower.

I walked out after the shower and went to the closet, I also put my new clothes in here since there was more than enough room, if Louis wasnt lying and he wanted to move back in here there would definitely be enough room and he would even get his old clothes back, I know I was kinda happy about that.

I smiled before realizing what I was thinking and my face turned into a glare.

He is lying though, there is no way he isn't and even if he wasn't I don't know if we would go back into a relationship..

I went to Louis' side of the closet and found his green Adidas hoodie that I always loved on him and I paired it with black boxers before going in my room that was actually quite cold with the AC and turned on the tv going on mine and Louis' Netflix wand watching a new movie.

I fell asleep to that only to wake up in the middle of the night to my doorbell ringing.

I was not going downstairs so good thing when me and Louis bought the house we made sure to have a camera with a speaker to the front and back door next to my vanity, it was pretty cool too.

I looked at the camera to see a small person with their hoodie up and hands in their pockets 

"Who are you and what the fuck do you want?" I asked through the speaker

the boy looked up and I saw Louis

"I have proof, let me in."

I debated on actually letting him in for a bit before I spoke into the speaker again 

"Key is still in the same hidden spot as before, lock the door when you get back in, im in-"

"I know where you are" he said knowing our room was the only place that had this

I went back over to the bed and started playing another movie before laying down and shutting my eyes, trying not to fall asleep as Louis came up.

I heard the door open and I opened one of my eyes to see Louis standing in the doorway, tears running down his face as he stared at me trying not to sob his heart out.

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