Like You Mean It

Take the Pain Away

When we arrive home that afternoon, I went straight to our room and cried. It felt cathartic. It was a mixture of relief, and anger. Relief that he was found guilty on all counts and anger that I had to go through that at all.

I've worked through all these emotions with my therapist, but having just been at the trial, it has brought them all to the forefront.

I hear Chris quietly walk into the room before heading over to my spot on the bed. He softly kisses my head before he heads to the bathroom. I hear him start the bath before he reappears in our room.

He comes to me and picks me up bridal style into his arms walking us to the bathroom. It smells like lavender and jasmine. I can already feel my body start to relax.

Chris sets me down on my feet before lightly kissing my lips. He helps me strip before he once again picks me up and sets me down in the warm bath water.

He doesn't speak, he just acts. He wets my hair and shampoos it. After rinsing the shampoo off he grabs my conditioner and puts it in my hair. He lets that sit as he grabs my loofa and adds my body wash onto it. He softly scrubs my body as I just sit enjoying the moment. He's so delicate, and sweet it almost makes me cry.

Moving in together should have been a super momentous and joyous occasion, but with everything that happened, at first there were more bad days than good. I honestly thought I was going to lose him when I moved in. That's when I decided to go to therapy and put the work in to not have that dark cloud hanging above me. I wasn't going to let that man win. And thankfully Chris has been right next to me every step of the way.

He rinses off my conditioner and body wash, and starts softly massaging my shoulders, lightly kissing my neck. The sensation almost lulling me into sleep.

I turn my head around and capture his lips in a soft passionate kiss, trying to show him how much I appreciate everything he has done for me, without actually using words.

I stay in the tub for another 15 minutes before I decide I'm ready to come out. Chris helps me out and wraps a big fluffy towel around my body.

He's looking at me with so much love, that I can't contain myself anymore and I kiss him hard. "Chris. Please take the pain away."

He looks me deep in the eyes searching for any signs of confusion. "Are you sure, doll? I'm happy just holding you and pampering you all night."

"I'm sure, Chris. I want to forget everything. I need you to make love to me." He moans softly before capturing my lips in a soft sensual kiss that goes straight to my core.

He picks me up by the back of my thighs and I wrap my legs around his waist. He doesn't rush his kisses, but still kisses me with nothing but love and passion.

We make it into the room and he gently sets me on the edge of the bed. He lays my body down before he starts to trail his soft kisses down my jaw to my neck. He finds the spot that has me arch my back and moan loudly. He sucks on it for a bit before moving down to my breasts. He's taking his time between flicking my nipples with his tongue and fully sucking on them. He puts special attention to each breast before he starts his path back down my body.

He kisses down to my belly button before he parts my legs for him with his hands. He softly massages the inside of my thighs with his hands as he trails his kisses slowly to my entrance. I'm already a moaning, mumbling mess. I can feel the slick running down my slit from how wet I am.

"Chris!" He slowly kisses up my thighs as he chuckles darkly.

"Patience princess. I'm going to take my time with you." I moan as I feel his tongue finally hit my clit.

Chris gives my clit soft kitten licks as he continues to massage my thighs. He's kneeling on the floor in between my legs, and it's the most beautiful sight I've ever seen.

He now changes between giving my swollen clit soft kitten licks and adding more pressure flattening his tongue on my clit. The feeling is amazing and sends jolts throughout my body. He pulls my clit into his mouth sucking on it before easily slipping a finger into my pussy.

I'm so wet right now, that he easily slips a second and third finger before he starts moving them in a 'come here' motion. He hits the spot that has me let out a pornographic moan. He continues to slowly work me with his tongue and fingers until he feels me on the edge of my climax. I'm incoherently mumbling, and repeating his name like a prayer.

Chris moans while sucking on my clit and the vibrations send me off the edge and releasing all over his face. He laps it all up and works me through my orgasm before he starts kissing up my body.

"Scooch up the bed, princess." I moan at the new name as I watch him remove his clothes.

His naked body standing in front of me makes me whimper. His ripped torso and gloriously hard cock just begging to fill me almost make me cum on the spot.

He climbs on the bed over me, finding his place between my legs. He looks into my eyes with such passion before he kisses me softly. He takes his hard cock and teases my slit as he wets his hard member before softly pushing into me.

He softly pushes all the way into me making me feel so full. He waits to give me a chance to get used to the sensation before he starts to thrust his cock in and out of me. He's gentle at first, making me feel every vain and ridge of his hard cock. I moan loudly at the feeling between us.

This isn't fucking, this is truly making love. The passion and gentleness of the moment enhancing all the feelings between us.

I start moving my hips to meet his thrusts. I start whimpering as Chris starts thrusting into me faster. I can feel him hitting deep inside me as I feel the coil within me start to tighten.

"Do I make you feel good, princess?" I moan so loudly, I wouldn't be surprised if the neighbors heard.

"So good, Chris." I'm whimpering the entire time with every feel of his cock coming in and out of me.

He chuckles darkly once again before picking up his speed. "Fuck, I could spend the rest of my life buried in you, princess." I scream moan at his fucking words. "I see my princess likes that idea."

I flip us over so that I'm on top of him catching Chris off guard. I start grinding my hips onto him and the sensation heightens when he brings his thumb to my bundle of nerves. I start bouncing on him hard as he rubs my clit before the coil in me snaps and I cum with a cry all over him.

Chris pulls my body towards his and starts pistoning hard into me. So hard, I'm not even able to come down from my second orgasm when my third starts washing over me. I feel him cum hard in me and he works us through our climaxes.

I roll off of him and pulls me onto his chest just enjoying the quiet of the night. We're both exhausted physically and emotionally but in this moment this is all we need.

"Thank you Chris." He looks down at me confused. "I couldn't have gone through all this without you by my side. Your support has been incredible."

He leans down and gives me a soft kiss. "I would go to the ends of the world for you Charlie."

I look into his eyes and I know he truly means it. We settle down in bed after cleaning up. We let the darkness of the night lull us to sleep. This is truly what I needed today.

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