Torture & Love

Chapter 8

'I used to think the way I grew up was normal. Always being around death and people who where evil and crazy, but since I've been at Hogwarts I learnt I was very wrong most people had very nice and kind parents, others had strict parents and some had evil, manipulative parents like myself. I still loved my family even after they said they'd never talk to me again. People only judge me for all the horrible shit I have done but, if they knew all the shit I went through growing up I think they might understand.' -Y/N Riddle 

"Miss Riddle, I know you didn't want the dark lord knowing about what Mr Longbottom did to you but I made a promise that I can not break." Professor Snape told me. "Did you make an unbreakable vow?" I ask with an annoyed tone. "No I would never not with the dark lord anyway! Like you would ever make an unbreakable vow." I tilt my head down "I have actually. Hermione wanted to be friends but I said the only way I could trust her not to snitch if I tell her something is if she made the unbreakable vow, she agreed so she cant tell anyone about what I tell her." Snape says "Don't ever make someone make you swear to anything though! Do you here me!" I nod and leave his office. 

Draco was waiting for me "Y/N I have to tell you something right now!" I look confused "What is it!" Draco tilts his head down "Your mother and father want you dead!" My eyes filled with tears "I'll go tell my grandfather now." Draco pulled me back and kissed me "Be safe Y/N I love you." I smile and reply "I love you too." With that I went to Malfoy Manor where my parents where standing trying to go see Voldemort. The guards let me through to see Voldemort but not them "Tom, my parents are trying to get me killed, can you stop this?" Voldemort nods and says "Why though?" I tilt my head down "I thought they were death eaters so I joined so I could spend more time with them, than they banished me from their family because they didn't want someone crazy and murderous living in their house." Voldemort shakes his head and says "What do you want me to do?" I shrug my shoulders and said "Would you support me if I asked you to make them drown?" Voldemort smiles "Of course I would dear after all that is what I- we are all about according to them, right?" I smile and say "Well I have to go back to Hogwarts now. bye "

"Draco!" I shout out running toward him. "Yes darling?" I jump into his arms and say "I wont be killed my parents are going to be killed! Isn't this great?" Draco puts me down and say "Oh yeh I'd love for my parents to be killed!" I gave him a filthy look "I hate my parents and they-they hate me okay! They deserve this they have always told me to kill myself whilst growing up well, I've tried you know that! I cant fucking please them so they get what they get." I storm off after saying that I cried for hours in my dorm when Pansy walked in and said "Oh no did Draco dump your slutty ass." I get up and put my wand to her neck "No but I will kill you if you don't watch what you say to me I have a kill count of over 100 and what's yours 0 so fuck off!" Pansy put her hands up and walked away.

 Draco knocked on my dorm door and I opened it "Hi Draco, can I help you?" I ask. Draco says nothing and kisses me "I'm so sorry for what I said I know your parents where horrible to you. It's your decision." I smile and reply with "No I should be sorry, I'm just mad at everyone at the moment and I'm taking it out on you, I love you." Draco nods and says "Come move back into my dorm dear." I nod and as he walks over to his dorm I run and jump on his back and kiss him on the cheek. "You're adorable." Draco says "Well only you think so. Which is all that matters." I reply.

When I enter Draco's room I see another girls clothes on the ground "Draco Lucius Malfoy!" I yell out to him. "Yes darling?" Draco replies, "What the fuck is this who's clothes are these?" I say holding up a skirt. Draco looks down "Y/N I swear I didn't do a thing Pansy, barged in and took of all he clothes and pushed me on my bed and tried to fuck me! I pushed her off gave her towel and kicked her out! I would never cheat on you!" I roll my eyes "Okay I'll be back I need to have a word with someone." I storm out of the room and went to me and Pansy's shared dorm "Oh Pansy Parkinson! I have a little fucking treat for you!" Pansy walks out the bathroom with tears down her face and one of Draco's towels still wrapped around her "What do you want Riddle?" 

I grab my wand out and pointed at her "Why did you try and fuck my boyfriend?" Pansy looked me in the eyes and said "You don't deserve that man he is kind and loving and you, you are a cruel and cold person. You don't deserve his kindness." I look at her and say "I fucking know, but that gives you no fucking right to try and fuck him!" Pansy smirked "Are you going to kill me for it?" I laugh and say "I really fucking should, but I'll just make you hurt the way you hurt me." Pansy laughs "What do you mean?" I smirk at her and point my wand at her and say in a low tone "Crucio."

Pansy shrieks in pain "I'm sorry Y/N I really am." I laugh "No you are not sorry and you fucking know it, now beg for your life beg me not to kill you." Pansy's face looks in so much pain but in the moment I couldn't care less, I myself had tears running down my face "Kill me! Please fucking kill me! I hate my fucking life. No one ever fucking sticks around." Pansy yells at me. "Pansy the reason people don't stick around is because you are fucking toxic and you are fucking way to clingy. Pansy I used to want to be your friend but since knowing you for so many fucking years I don't because you try and steal people's boyfriends to make yourself feel better maybe if you change in a positive way, Maybe, just maybe people will stick around." I put my wand down and say "I wont kill you or torture you anymore as long as you stay the fuck away from Draco." Pansy nods and I leave the dorm.

"Is Pansy dead?" Draco asks. I smile and say "No I didn't kill her." Draco smiles and gives me a kiss on the forehead. I look at Draco and say with tears in my eyes "I don't deserve you at all. You are so nice and loving I don't deserve this especially after all the horrible shit I've done. "Draco looks me in the eyes and says "You deserve the fucking world Y/N I'm done trying to convince you that! People keep putting shit in your head shit like that and it annoys me because you know your fucking worth but are just in a really shitty place to not see that!" I start to cry but so he couldn't see I borrowed my head into his chest "I love you so fucking much Y/N" Draco whispers in my ear, Draco than puts his arms around me and we fall asleep together in that same position.