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The rain finally stopped after hours of pouring.

'Where can he be?', it's really odd that I can't see him today, he has his shift today at the library.

'I really wanted to confess to him today but I think I failed~~'

I decided to go home before it's too late.

"Why are you late man? I told you I can't be here for long  this time."
"Sorry. Won't happen next time."

'It's his voice. It's him!!'
I turned around and it was really him! Minghao....the guy I was waiting for and the guy I love.

After waiting for his friend to walk away, I hesitated to walk closer to him but I have to do it. I have to tell him I love him.

I slowly walked up to him with my heart pounding fast, I swear, I had never been more nervous than I am right now.

His black hair, his dreamy round eyes where I always lost at, his captivating lips which makes me stare at unintentionally everytime. God, I'm head over heels for him. I guess it's true when people say that when we love someone, everything about them are dreamy. And that's what he is to me right now.

"Umm...Minghao.", I finally dared to call him.

He blinked his eyes twice maybe because he wasn't expecting some stranger to know his name.
"How can I help you miss?", that's it. I lost in his voice, AGAIN!
"MISS?"

'WHAT ARE YOU DOING STUPID!!!!'
I shooked my head slowly and smiled at him.

"No need. I just wanted to tell you something."

"And what can it be?"

"I- umm...I l-love you.".
'I SAID IT! I SAID IT!'

But......why is he.....why does his expression looks so....blank? I can't tell what's on his mind or how is he feeling. I know he's always like this but I expected his expression to chance with confession like this. He looked the same.

He stared at me. His eyes look at mine as if he's trying to find something but he can't. His stare will be captivating to any other girls including myself but now that we're looking so deeply at each other, there's something missing in his stare, not just his stare but his expression too.

What could it be?.......

'Emotions?'

Right. He looks emotionless. It look like he don't even have one.

"I'm sorry miss."
That's all he said. But for some reason I feel like there's more he want to say.

"Why?", I asked.

"I can't love. I don't know how to love. I'm sorry."

'What does that mean? He don't know how to love?'
That sounds very nuisance. He can simply reject me but that....?

"What do you mean you can't love?", I had to ask it. I need to know the reason.

"I am sick.....", he said and lowered his head with the same emotionless look.

He is sick? That really doesn't matter to me at all! I love him with all my heart. Nothing can make me love him less.

"You're sick??....that don't matter to me you know.", I smile weekly hoping he'll change his mind.