Seventeen Imagines.

His legal wife (pt 6)

Y/N's Pov

The sun poured through my window. Another day had dawned, bringing with it new hopes and aspirations.

'Hopes and aspirations? My ass!'

I'm laying on my bed in starfish position while staring at the white ceiling intensely as if I'm in some kind of art gallery observing an art. But my thoughts aren't about the white ceiling, though I'm staring at it, my thoughts are all about yesterday.

"I know I'm useless and lazy and annoying and ugly and what not but.....I never knew I'm a shameless person before."

What I said yesterday can't never be forgotten, neither by me nor by Hoshi. From the very start, he already made very clear that we can't be lovers, our marriage was just for namesake to catch some bad guys. But I couldn't cooperate with him and instead fell very deeply for him, but that was not even enough....

"I even told him to love me hajsjjshsjwjwj NOOOOOO", I screamed and buried my face in the pillow hoping it will wash away my embarrassing yet cringey confession. But then when I closes by eyes, image of his shocked face showed up and the windows my eyes opened instantly.

"You could have just told me to get lost.", I sat up and murmured, "it would have been better than just starting at me with that face...."

[Flashback]

"I will only forgive you if you love me.", I said without even hesitating. But his reply was very stiff, he didn't even move a muscle and just stared at me with surprise.

That's when reality hit me like a truck all of a sudden. "WHAT THE FUCK?!!", I shouted and he was even more surprised by my sudden cursing. "Why!!?", I said and stood up, he looked at me completely confused by my action. "YOU!!", I said while pointing at him.

Then I covered my mouth with both my hands. I did it because I realized what I was doing.

First I confessed, then suddenly shouted using curse word then asked him "why" for nothing and then even called him while pointing my index finger.

I was crazy for a good three minutes. Feeling the second hand embarrassment inside my own blood, I dashed out of his room.

[End of flashback]

From that moment, I never went out of my room. But I guess I have to go out now, because.....

"Garrwlll~~"

My stomach needs to be feed. I'm so hungry.

I checked the time and it was 8:47 am, almost 9 and that means Hoshi must be in his room doing his works. Now I regret telling him to stop going to office.

My plan is simple, as soon as I open my door, I will ran downstairs and make my way to kitchen, will grab some ready-made package food and ran upstairs again. That's it, very easy and quick.

Gathering all my courage, I opened my door. But God had to be my enemy in this situation because when I opened my door, that's also when the door of the room right opposite to mine opened. In short, Hoshi also opened his door.

'God Dammit!!!', I cursed inwardly.

We stood there while staring at each other. I gulped and tightened my grip on the doorknob.

'Abra-ka-dabra, let me dissappear from here! Pleaseee.'

"Oh! You're awake! Let's go downstairs and have some coffee", it was him who broke the silent. If I have to be honest, then I don't want to go with him but my ego was something else, it was telling me to act cool.