chapter 26.

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  Cool air meets my face groaning in grogginess I noticed that I was inside Peter's room again but it was a bit cool this time.  Looking around the dim room there was no sign of him which is a good sign looking down at my attire was the same outfit I had on nausea stirs up.  Jesus how long was I out for looking over to the window it already dark out with rain pouring down. 

  The door creaks open snapping my head to the direction was Peter pan that was bringing in a drink and food for me

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  The door creaks open snapping my head to the direction was Peter pan that was bringing in a drink and food for me.  He looks up stiffening a bit relaxing to see that I was perfectly fine.  "Y/n darling are you feeling okay?" He asks in worry walking over really fast to the bed Gently placing the food and drink down.  "You fainted on the ground in front of everyone you scared me..." "Im fine...how long have i been asleep?" I place my hands on my forehead feeling the nausea still.  "Whats wrong love you seem off.." "Im not your love and im not feeling good!" He gently feels my forehead to see if i had a fever.  "You dont seem hot or cold your perfectly normal and you been out for 3 days" "what!?" "Yeah you been out for the time being so i did what was best and fed you food, gave you water bathed you".

  'He did what!!!! I didn't have any consent to this!!' I scream mentally but also being quiet.  Peter gets onto his knee leaning in to my belly pressing his ear against it as if hearing something.  He lifts his head with straight face.  "Your...your.." "What!? what are you getting at you weasel!!" His hand gently presses against the stomach "pregnant" just like that all my freedom was in the drain.  He stands up now smiling at me anxiety kicks in drastically.  'No...no it was supposed to be felix not him what If he never loves me again what will happen to me when he finds out that im pregnant with pans child wjat do i do' tears start falling as i look to the ground. 

  His hands were gently running circles in my back as he held me close to his chest.

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  The stars were all shining above looking over to the purplish pink flowers that hang over head from the weeping willow tree.  'Why me...i never get to go home.......felix is probably dead for all i know I have no one left to return home to' feeling at bay as though the winter has just arrived but yet it was only humid like summer still here on neverland.  The wind lightly blows past my face as I close my eyes for split second opening them back up watching the grass sway gently in the breeze. 

  Waves gently crash on the rocks as i look over the horizon watching the clouds move.  Thats when I started singing another song lullaby.

"The stars shine so bright her beauty in all its might your memory is like a ripple in the tide be my hero for i am just the girl in distress, the only way to see you again one day is wishing upon the stars you are my world my universe, these tears I cry doesnt seem so right where are you in the night im lost without seeing you smiling so bright, under this weeping willow tree stood a mother and her child waiting to be set free...nothing will be the same ever again, the darkness is a new friend of mine in time thinking it wasnt much as a dime, please come find me someday in someway".

  The wind slows down as the moon shines very brightly, sitting on the ground surrounded by the wild flowers.  A twig snaps in the distance with muffled talking meaning they mustve been watching.  Several footsteps drew closer "my queen are you okay?" Turning around stood alex and another child. 

  They both looked concerned about me "how did you guys find me?" "Pan shown us where to find you" "is that so..i guess he's around here somewhere then huh" they nod.  "If thats the case then I think im gonna head back to camp and go to sleep alright" I pat his head gently he watches me descend the hill. 

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  Back at camp the lost boys were all having fun rough housing and talking playing any game they could come up with.  Feeling nauseated again I took another bite of the food in my hands watching as peter returned to the camp with the two little lost boys.  He spots me sitting by myself and comes over taking a seat wrapping his arm around my shoulder gently running small circles on the upper shoulder.  "Peter..." "Yes love?" He asks "is it alright if i head to the beach to clear my mind?" "Sure you can do you want me or someone to go with you?" "No that wont be necessary i wont be long" he watches me leave the camp.  "Just be careful alright my darling" he calls out I slightly nod my head and continue walking,  the sand and small waves touch my ankles and toes.

 

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