💖 - Expunged, Bandu X Depressed/Self-Harm!Reader

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"Hold on, I still want you..."
Expunged X Gender Neutral!Reader
Bandu X Gender Neutral!Reader
Headcanon
TW: self-harm
If any of the themes mentioned to you may be triggering, feel free to skip ahead.
Requested by evil_mcs
Please keep in mind I'm by no means trying to romanticize these kinds of things.
Hey mcs, I know this wasn't what you might of asked for but I didn't know how to write a oneshot or alphabet for this, and this was what I could manage for since things got confusing, and I was even having difficulty trying to write this out. sorry :(
Sorry for rushing this, school was starting like in half an hour.


EXPUNGED

> When he first met you, he thought nothing of you. He just thought of you as another annoying friend of Bandu's.

> You were scared of him so you constantly tried to avoid him, however this didn't quite work out for Expunged. Despite him disliking your presence, he didn't like it when you weren't in his sight either.

> He tried to get along with you, it didn't end well since he ended up making a lot of insensitive remarks by accident.

> He eventually gave up, it was hard for him to understand you till he eventually walked in on you punching the wall till your hands bled out of anger.

> That was when he felt really guilty for treating you awfully. He tried his best to bandage up your knuckles for you with his hands being like 3x bigger than yours. He tried to comfort you with something along the lines of, "DON'T MOVE.. IT'LL BE OKAY, I'M HERE. DON'T CRY."

> It worked out and you both finally owned up to each other and became friends. He was like a shoulder to cry on, he might accidentally scare you but deep down, he only has good intentions and wants you to get better.

> He wasn't able to understand fully, but he's one of the reasons you even calm down. Eventually you started to fall in love with him.

> On the other hand with Expunged, he started to fall for you too. His feelings were way more intense than yours. He really liked it when you clung onto him and he started to grow quite fond of you, serving as a huge gigantic plushie for you to hug whenever you're sad. Sometimes he makes himself huge and holds you in his hand while using his other one to pet you. That is a rare occurrence though. :'(

> Because of your crush on the big guy, things started to look good for you and him. You were extremely scared he would reject you, which is why you haven't confessed yet.

> But little did you know, it was the same for Expunged.

> Eventually while you were venting to him, you accidentally blurted out how you truly felt. He felt the same way too and you both shared a long kiss.

> He now vows to protect you no matter what it takes, and wants you to live happily like he can.

> He often turns up to you with a lot of gifts reminding you you're loved and that he cares about you deeply.

> he has a plushie of you
+ He made Ringi create it.

> Gives you a lot of pet names, because he thinks it's cute when you're flushed and surprised at them.

> He'll be there 24/7 reminding you how you're attractive just the way you are. :)

BANDU

> He met you when he saw that you accidentally entered the 3D World and that you were panicking full of anxiety. Luckily he helped you get around before Expunged found out that you were here.

> He was like a really cheerful blob of loveable energy. You found it comforting.

> You could easily get along with him, and he instantly became your first ever friend in the 3D World. Talk about a great first impression.

> However despite your great friendship, you just felt like you shouldn't bother him with your own problems.

> He eventually accidentally walked in on you the same way Expunged did. He was really surprised but also sad and worried when he saw you that way, instantly helping you and giving you a lot of hugs and comforting words, and even letting you squish him.

> You felt better ever since that happened, and you now have many friends thanks to Bandu introducing you to the other people in the 3D World. You were making great friends and progress everyday too, it's like you haven't even cried for such a long time.

> Bandu fell in love first. When he first walked in on you by accident was when he started to realize what he felt about how and he knew exactly what he had to do.

> That's why he started to flirt with you, or at least tried his best to. He easily swept you off your feet and this was also when you started to gain feelings for him as well.

> Bandu acted more clingy towards you and always let you treat him like a plush.

> Eventually he confessed to you with the encouragement of Bambi who told him to do it because he couldn't handle his fanboying any longer.

> Both of you were so happy when you returned your feelings. It felt like you were free from your mental pains.

> He always watched over you like a guardian angel, and you felt as if you weren't even suffering anymore.

> He always showered you with compliments and enjoyed showing you his powers.

> He's always all about positivity, so if you feel bad, just go to him and he'll help you no matter what, such as body positivity!!!

> No matter what, he'll always be by your side!!

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