Fragile. z.m

9.

"You're Loved.'

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Zayn.

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I woke up in Liam's arms. I was humiliated from the party earlier. I knew I would not be able to show my face at one of those again.

Liam smiled at me. That beautiful smile.
"Goodmorning babe."

"Morning." I smiled. " Ugh, I do not want to go to school.'

"We have to Zayn."

"Bring my work home, I'm gunna skip.'

"I'll skip with you then.' Liam chuckled.

"Fine, let's go Liam I don't want you to get into trouble." I laughed and went into the bathroom. I was having a bad body image day this morning. Probably because Liam made me eat dinner last night. I grabbed my lumps of fat, I can't handle this! I started to cry.

Liam ran in the bathroom. " Zaynie what's wrong?"

"My body is what is wrong Liam, I feel so ugly, like don't you get uncomfortable when you hold me?''

" Of course not Zayn, don't look at yourself that way ever! You are such a beautiful human being.'' Liam leaned over wiped my tears and kissed my cheek.

I lightly smiled. I would just keep my thoughts hidden from now on, I threw on a loose sweater and walked down the stairs.
Liam grabbed a breakfast bar, He grabbed one and threw it at me. My eyes went straight to the nutritional label.

180 calories. There is no way I'm going to eat that! I thanked him, and we got into his car. He opened his bar and took a big bite out of it. It was a protein bar, probably why he had amazing muscles. I grew very uncomfortable. I opened mine and when he wasn't looking I acted like I took a bite.

When Liam looked out I put the bar back into my pocket and acted like I was chewing, He seemed convinced.

"Good job Zayn!'

I smiled, I won.

I was anxious because Liam might make me eat lunch today.

We arrived at the school. When Liam looked away I threw the bar in the outside trash bin. There was no way I was going to eat that! We walked to our first class and I sat down.

" You're in my seat fat ass.' A guy said to me. Tall. blonde. Muscluar.

"Oh. I'm s..sorry." I stuttered. We must have switched seats since I had been gone. I sat on the other side of Liam.

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12:12 p.m.

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We sat down at a lunch table. Liam and I. He had a big sandwich. I sat there awkwardly with my bottle of water.

"Where is your food Zayn?"
"OH, I ate it on the way.''

"Zayn. Don't lie." Liam frowned and grabbed a protein bar out of his backpack.

"Here.'' I took it, but I would definitely be purging this later. I weighed 110.8lbs this morning. Yeah, I lost weight but I need under 99lbs.

I bit into it, my insides groaned with insane pleasure. "Good job!" Liam smiled.

I smiled back. We talked until the bell rang. I waved to Liam as I went to English. I went into the boys toilets and disposed of the food quickly. I went to the sinks and washed my face and wiped my mouth.

2:20 p.m

Liam.
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Finally the end of school.
I hope Zayn is okay. He looked very pale, but he ate two breakfast bar things. He needs serious help I do not want him to die. I have to take it slow though. I walked in the halls and could not find him anywhere.

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Zayn.

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I was walking out of my last art class when Bobby, one of the popular guys in this school came up to me.

"Hey, Malik!"
"Um, Hi." I mumbled awkwardly.

"Speak up will ya?!" he said and suddenly smacked me in my face.
I grabbed my cheek. I was pretty much defenseless, I needed Liam.

"Aw are you gunna cry, I just need something from you." He winked.

Ew. Nasty.
"Um, No." I breathed. "Please."

"Sorry." He laughed and he pushed my fragile body against the wall and started to rub himself up on my backside.

"Liam!'' I screamed.

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Liam.

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I was walking down the hall. I was still looking for Zayn. I thought he would be finishing a project in the art room.

He was screaming my name. I saw Bobby. That same guy who almost made me dump Zayn.

" What do you think you're doing?!" I threw a punch at his face. He fell down onto the floor.

"Aw, you're jealous because I'm with your little fuckboy." He laughed.

"Fuck off." I said and kicked him really hard against the wall.

" Zayn baby.'' He was crying against the wall.

I carried him out of the school. I kissed his cold forehead. He started breathing really heavily. "Shhh it's okay."
"Thanks for saving me Liam." 'I love you Liam," He said.

"I love you too Zayn, very very much, you are amazing and very beautiful, and I am so happy to have you."
He smiled and I set him inside the car. We went back to his house.

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Zayn.

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I am so glad I have Liam. He saved me.

I was anxious to weigh myself when I got home. I did not eat except a piece of my bar, maybe it boosted my dead metabolism.

I went inside. Liam got out his phone about to order Pizza. I gave him some money and went to the bathroom. I took off my clothes, except my underwear. I stepped onto the scale.

109.5 yay I lost!

I smiled. I realised that I want my final weight to be 92 pounds. I have a long way to go, I needed to get that perfect body.
I can do it.

I put comfortable clothes on and sat next to Liam on the couch. I sat next to Liam.

"You okay?'' He smiled.

"Yeah." I smiled.

we cuddled until the pizza came.

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sorry guys for not updating, i've been struggling with school and home things. I'll try to update once a week at least I love you all !! :D