Fragile. z.m

14.

Zayn's P.O.V

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Today was the day I had a chance to leave the ward. Of course only to take final exams. I'm allowed to go out for lunch but Liam has to buy my food making me really anxious.

I will do this. I CAN.

No you can't Zayn. Don't try. You're just becoming fat.

That voice in my head never went away. I ignored it as I changed into a sweater and black jeans. I grabbed my bag, tutoring folders and a bottle of water. I signed out of the hospital.

Liam's car was in the drive. "Hey babe." He kissed me. "I bought coffee and bagels."

"Oh thanks." I smiled I was scared because of the calorie count. My hospital breakfast averaged about 500 calories.

"The bagel is 310 Zayn and your coffee is 110." He said. "420."

420 calories?! You can restrict today Zayn. No doctors watching you. Be smart.

"Thanks." I said.

"Zayn you need to relax on the calorie counting."

"I count them in the hospital it's nothing harming." I say.

Better lie like that. Nicely done.

"Oh, Alright." He calmy said. "Ready for these exams?"

"Yeah." I said. I grabbed my bagel and coffee as soon as we arrived to the school. "I'll meet ya at your locker Li."

"Okay." I walked out and went to sign into the office.

Amber, the lady at the desk smiled at me, she was always nice.

"Zayn!" She said. "You look way better nice to see you." She smiled.

"Thanks."

"You're welcome." I walked out and found the nearest trash can ditching the bagel. I can't do it.

Good boy. You're learning now walk to burn extra calories before you stuff your fat gut.

People can't see me eat. I'm fat. I just wanted to make Liam happy. So coffee (110) and bagel (310) I put that into my calorie counting app to show my doctor.

Breakfast: 420.

I feel bad lying but That's what I have to do.

I put my stuff into my locker and grabbed my folders and water. "Liam." I said. I approached his locker.

Jake came up. "Malik!"

"What do you want prick?" I snapped.

"You look very tiny still." He said. "I wanna apologise."

See now he's lying to you. Anything over your goal weight is obesity. Pig.

"Thanks. Apologies accepted." We shook on it.

"Well I don't know what is up his arse." I laughed.

"Zayn basically everyone knows. I told them."