Fragile. z.m

11.

Chapter 11.

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Liam.

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( Two Months Later....)

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It was a warm afternoon after school. I was waiting for Zayn, he was taking forever.

Finally I saw him. He was walking down the hall rather slow, His clothes hung off of him as if they were hanging on a hanger and his cheeks were so indented and gaunt. But I thought he had been gaining weight, had he fooled me. Maybe.

He can be sneaky. We were about to go to the gym.

"Z?''
"Hi, Liam." he mumbled.
"Zayn, are you alright?"
"Yeah, just tired, I tripped in gym I'll be fine."
"Okay, did you eat your snack bar?"
"Yes, Thank you."
We walked to the car and drove to the gym. We arrived and went to change our clothes.
I wore black sweats and a grey t-shirt.
Zayn was wearing a black loose t-shirt. and some baggy loose grey sweatpants. He looked like he needed some sleep. My poor baby.
We walked to the treadmills. We would always run laps.
We started doing our running on them. Zayn was suddenly sprinting. He started to breath really heavily, panting, sweat was forming on his forehead.
He was clearly overworking himself.

"Zayn!"

He kept running, ignoring my words. His legs started to shake. I mean you could compare them to two tiny twigs.
I grabbed him by the waist, he started to cry and kick at my body.

"Liam!, Let me go!"
"No!, we are done. I actually, Ur Go weigh yourself right now!" I said, He whimpered. "I am going to look this time."
He looked scared but obeyed.
He walked over to the scale, He looked so ashamed. He stepped onto it and the numbers appeared. He was.

92.7Lbs \ 42kg
That is very very skinny. I googled his BMI on my phone it was 12.9 I cried out.
"I did it." Zayn said, but he didn't look satisfied.

"No babe, this is not good, I am so stupid! I thought you were gaining." He looked down.

"Zayn, you are probably anorexic." I said, 'I am taking you to a doctor.''

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zayn.

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Liam can't do that to me!
Going to the dcotr, meant help, It meant fat.
I can't.
I ran out the gym doors.
Farther. farther.
I ended up going to this bridge, where the river was.
I looked at the river below. The beautiful water, glowing, splashing.

I didn't want to get better. I was trapped.

I knew my heart was probably minutes away from failing, my heart that loved Liam. everything about him. Maybe Liam was right. Maybe my prominent collarbones made me look unhuman, my ribs stuck out even without having to suck my stomach in, and my hipbones went out farther than my shoulder lines.

Maybe I should try to get better. The faster I get released, the faster I can starve myself again, I don't know if I can handle gaining any weight right now. Ever. It would take forever I was 30-40 pounds underweight. I made a choice,
I decided to go back...

"Liam." I said "You can take me, I want to get better for you." I breathed.

He hugged me " I love you."

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AN; Sorry for the slow updates please read this story I worked really hard. I love all of you!!!!! Enjoy xx

Love Ryna xxxxx