Fragile. z.m

7.

"I will always love you."

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Zayn.

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Liam and I had finished our Chinese. I asked if he wanted to stay the night and he said yes. We went to my bed and cuddled, I was pretty exhausted from the day. I fell asleep minutes later.

-Dream-

I was 11 and at the dinner table. My mom had ordered my favorite pizza. I picked up a piece and finished fast suddenly grabbing another. My dad said "Haven't you had enough!"

I dropped it.

"If you keep it up, you're going to be even fatter than you are now."

"Honey!" My mother said. "Zayn will grow with his body!"

"Shut up, have you seen the boys hips!?" He laughed.

I left the table and went up to my room.

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The next day we were going to a family party and I didn't want to go. My cousin's and Dad were extra judge mental.

"ZAYN!" My dad yelled.

"What?" I said coming downstairs.

"We have our family get together today with my brothers, so get ready."

"Do I have to go?" I groaned.

"Yes, what kind of question is that!"

I ran upstairs and changed into shorts and a sweater. I fixed my hair. My dad called me down. I hoped my stomach would cover all my fat.

"You look so stupid." My dad said. "But we have to go now, so let's go." We went into the car and headed to my Uncle's house.

We arrived and I met all my cousins, they were all gathered in the background.

"Zayn why are you wearing a sweater?"

"Aw look it's Zaynie, he looks chubby."

I ignored them. We were talking about random topics. Then one suggested we go swimming.

I sat back with my cousin Jawaad. "Zayn you gunna swim." My cousin Aaroosa teased.

"No, I haven't got a swimsuit."

My mom must've heard because she noticed and handed me my swimsuit out of a bag.

I went to the bathroom to change. I looked down and squeezed my fat. It was so gross. I need to lose more weight. I walked out with my hands across my stomach embarrassed.

My uncles saw me.

"Been working out."

"Looking a bit chubby Z."

"You need to lose weight."

My dad laughed.

My cousins were already in the pool.

"Come in Zayn!"

I said No and sat by Jawadd.

"Zayn Javadd Malik!" He yelled.

I ignored him and walked away. Javadd and I sat and talked somewhere away from everybody until the party ended.

We went home.

"Zayn!" My dad yelled.

"What?"

"What the hell was that at the party!?"

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"You acted like a total pussy ! Not only did you embarrass yourself but you embarrassed me and the rest of the family !!"

"I'm sorry." I whimpered.

"Well sorry doesn't fix it!"

"I don't care."

"What did you just say!?" He yelled.

"N...nothing."

"I thought so." He snarled.

"I'm going to bed."

"You sure you don't want to eat more?" He laughed.

I walked upstairs crying.

-End Of Dream-

I woke up in a sweat. Liam woke up next to me.

"Zayn you ok?"

I panted. "I'm fine just a bad dream."

"Ok goodnight." He kissed me and held me until I fell asleep.
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A/N: I WAS GOING TO UPDATE LAST NIGHT BUT I WAS TOO TIRED AND STAYED UP UNTIL 2, I LITERALLY HAVE NO LIFE

THANKS FOR READING MY STORY GUYS ILYSM YOU'RE ALL AMAZING

ILY x