Love at First Light

15.

Jades POV:

We sat in the car silently. We had a 45 minute drive back to my house and I hate to tell him but we're gonna have to talk about this.

It was quiet for a few more seconds before I said, "look, neither of us asked for this to happen. We have 2 options, abortion or have the baby. Pick one."

"Not my body, not my choice."

"Yeah, but I'm indecisive. Don't start being a decent human being when I actually tell you to choose."

"Not my body. Not my choice. I can't pick for you. You know your body more than anyone. I don't even know if you'd be able to carry a baby for 9 months."

"Dallas, I may be small but I can carry a baby. I can raise a baby. The only problem would be money."

"Jade, we can easily raise money." I raise my brows at his statement.

"How do you expect to do that?"

"Get a job?"

"Dallas, I'm literally about to go to trial for accusation of killing my brother. And you, you're Dallas Winston. No one will give you a job."

"Who said anything about me?"

My head snapped in his direction as we stopped at a red light.

"What the fuck do you mean? You expect me to potentially have the baby and the what, Dallas? You wanna walk out? I already told you, neither of us planned for this to happen. It takes 2 to fucking tango."

"You should have taken your plan b."

My eyes widened. What the fuck is wrong with him?

"You could have wore a fucking condom. Or you could have gotten a vasectomy."

"You could have gotten your tubes tied."

"That's not reversible. A vasectomy is if you were to want a baby."

"So you do want a kid?"

"Yes, Dallas! I want a kid one day. I want to be able to raise a kid of my own so that I can know that I was able to make someone's life better than I had mine!"

A smirk plastered itself onto his face as we stopped at yet another red light and he turned to face me.

"There's your answer. Let's have a baby."

"Not if you're gonna walk out on me and not even help me! Dallas, I have no money!"

"I'm not going to walk out, I just wanted you to make a decision. Money ain't a problem, I know how to steal."

"Why did I have sex with you?" My hands go to cover my eyes as tears start streaming.

"Why are you regretting it, I just told you a solution."

"Dal, let me ask you this. Did you enjoy your childhood? Having to steal to survive? I don't want my child growing up having to steal just to be alive! It's not fair to bring a child into a world like that. But I'm a convicted murderer as of the moment and you're a criminal anyway. We won't be able to get jobs."

"I'm almost sure that Soda could get us on at the DX."

"Talk to him and find out. Go to Darry's house."

He just nodded before speeding to Darry's house. When else get to the house, a red mustang is parked outside and yelling is going on inside.

"You are not my daddy!" I hear kasha yell. I open the door and immediately run to the door. All the boys are yelling at my father and Kasha has tears streaming.

"What the fuck are you doing here?"

"Ah, Jade. I came to see my 2 wonderful daughters. I may be your sperm, but I will never be your child. And kasha is the result of an affair so she isn't even your sperm. You can leave now."

His face went tomato red when I mentioned the affair. "How did you even get here before me? I knocked your ass out in a closet!"

"You we're busy chatting it up with that dirty greaser at a red light. And you didn't knock me out. You may have got me on the ground but not for long."

I rolled my eyes before he continued.

"I came to talk about how you allowed that criminal to knock you up."

"Then let's go to your car and talk. Leave these people alone."

He didn't say anything before walking to his car and sitting in the drivers seat. I go and sit in the passenger seat and take a deep breath. I see Dallas go inside and begin talking to Darrel and Sodapop.

"Are you keeping it?"

"Probably."

"Why would you want to raise a nasty piece of filth's baby? I raised you better than this, Jade. I raised you better than to even get in bed with one of those outsiders."

"I raised myself! You didn't do shit but hit me when I did something you didn't like! I want to have this baby so that I can have the conscience that I saved a life. That I raised a decent human being."

His face got redder when I told him the truth about my upbringing. His fist went straight to my head causing my head to go into the window and it to shatter over my head.

He got on his knees in his seat and began hitting me anywhere while my hands covered my stomach, that being the main place he was aiming.

I opened the door and fell out of the car onto the road as he tried to hop out to beat me some more. I kicked him causing him to sit back down and hit his head on the window as well. I stood as fast as possible and slammed the door.

"I'm having this fucking baby, whether you like it or not. You can leave and never come back."

I walked back up to the door before hearing him yell out, "see you at the trial, dirty greaser slut!"

I opened the door to Darry's house and slammed it behind me. My vision was blurry as I walked slowly to the bathroom and emptied the contents of my stomach into the toilet at least 3 times.

Sodapop rushed into the bathroom after the first 2 times and held my hair for me and Darry and Dallas went outside to have a talk. Jonny and Ponyboy were upstairs in pony's room playing with Kasha.

"Fuck." I wipe my mouth with my chart before taking it off and throwing it across the bathroom, now standing with just biker shorts and a sports bra.

"Read that damn pamphlet in that envelope and see if I'm allowed to have ibuprofen."

Soda nodded and read over it before telling me no. I mumbled another series of curses under my breath as he helped me walk over to the couch in the living room.

"I'm never having sex again."

"You say that until you and Dallas get some time alone again."

I chuckled at his comment before leaning my head back and closing my eyes. My eyes shot open as the door slammed open as well.

I shot up in my seat waiting to see who came in. You never know if father dearest will come back for another fight.

My body swayed in my seat as a felt a warm liquid running down my face. I raise my hand and touch my back and see the dark scarlet substance on my fingers.

I forgot my head went through a window.

I saw Darry and Dallas come in before laying back down and letting Darkness come over me. Pretty sure Dallas started talking to me, not that I could hear him anymore.

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