Spies in Disguise: Obsession

Regret

After he left Walter's house, Lance feel so many emotions all at the same time. He felt really bad for leaving like that after kissing Walter. He doesn't know what got into him? Why did he feel the sudden urge to make love to him? In that moment, he forgot he has a girlfriend and that Walter is still engaged to Arturo. Lance felt like he lost control of what he's feeling. He doesn't know what to do anymore?

The days have followed, Lance haven't talked to Walter since the kiss. He doesn't know how to responded to that? It felt really awkward to be in the same room or work space after almost having sex with his best friend. But Lance felt like he should apologized to Walter for everything. He feels like he's the bad guy that he hurt Walter's feelings.

At home, Lance decided to call Walter and apologized to him. He called and called but Walter didn't answered. He texted but not respond. Lance felt like crap. He thinks Walter is mad at him for running off like that and not seeing each other since then. He wanted to see him, he wanted to make sure Walter's all right. So he texted him again saying "he's very sorry and that we should talk about what happened?" After he send it, he waited for Walter to text him back, but still no respond. Lance felt heartbroken that he lost him forever.

Soon after, Marcy shows up at his home and saw Lance slumped on his couch looking like a mess. He hasn't bathe or eat much and looked like he's some washed up actor who went downhill. Marcy went up to Lance to see what's going on?

Marcy: Lance! Are you OK?

Lance: Yeah. I'm fine Marcy.

Lance lied, but Marcy doesn't believe him.

Marcy: You're not fine, What's wrong?

Lance: I think I messed up.

Marcy: Messed up what?

Lance: I ruined my friendship with Walter.

Marcy: What happened?

Marcy put her hand on Lance's shoulder for comfort. Lance didn't know what to say to Marcy? He couldn't say that "hey Marcy I ruined my friendship with Walter cause I kissed him and we almost had sex."

Lance: I did something really stupid and now Walter won't talk to me.

Marcy: Did you apologized to him?

Lance: Yeah about that...I kinda haven't spoke to him a few days after that.

Marcy punched him in the arm and Lance felt the pain. He deserves that for being stupid.

Lance: Ow! OK I deserved that.

Marcy: You think?

Lance: I'm trying to make this right! But now Walter won't speak to me.

Marcy: Just give him some time. He'll decided when he's ready or not.

Lance: Maybe your right.

Marcy: I'm always right.

She kissed him in the cheek.

Marcy: I'm gonna use the restroom quick.

Marcy left to the restroom leaving Lance alone with his thoughts. Lance looked at his phone and see pictures of him and Walter having fun together. He couldn't help but smile a bit and felt something wet dripping down his face. It was tears. The last time he cried is when he thought Walter was killed by Killian last year. But this is different. He messed up big, not because he kissed Walter, but because he runs away and haven't talk to him. He feels like everything he did seems to get worse. Lance put both his hands on his forehead, thinking.

The it hit him. He's gonna tell Walter everything how he feels. No more waiting around or make some excuse. He's gonna tell him. He should have told him a long time ago, but due to Walter's engagement and the confrontation of his theft and that he also kissed Walter, he chicken out. But no more. He also gonna tell Marcy about his feeling for Walter. Again, he didn't tell her that a while ago cause he chicken out again. So he grabbed his phone and texted Walter if they could meet up tomorrow at the coffee cafe to talk. He put his phone down and head to the kitchen to get something to eat.

Without noticing it, Walter finally applied and said yes they should meet up tomorrow at 12. Hopefully things will turn up alright.