Im so sorry

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Im sorry about the inactive ness my mental health has been bad I can't really explain it tbh (well I kinda can) I've been pretty stressed over exams I simply don't believe in myself I think I'm stupid and I don't deserve to pass because of how little I study I've been so stressed my emotions are everywhere yesterday I was in class and I answered the question wrong i wanted to cry so bad I wanted to leave I don't know where I wanted to go just somewhere where nobody was there but I didn't want my friends to realise. Also it's like my emotions are a ticking time bomb I can be so so happy then something so so small happens then I get sad but not just sad it's a feeling I've never felt it's a mixture of sad, angry and disgust but then something good happens then I'm back to this happiness but it's not a normal happy it's a fake happy like a mask that's going to fall off at any second and it's all my fault why can I just be fine why do I have to feel like this like it's so dumb. I promise I will update soon I just am so not in the right mood

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