Butterfly effect - a Kane monolog

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You might think having powers beyond a regular humans understanding would be great, delightful or just perfect, even. But that's not it at all.

Having to monitor every breath you take, every step you make and assuming every single of your decisions could have a horrible impact on the world.
Some people might already got a hunch of what I'm describing, it's the butterfly effect. I, a person that lives by it's rule really has the worst luck.

It's not only that, but my abnormality, the one that controls time, isn't a great addition either.
I got the opportunity to take full advantage of the butterfly effect if I turn back time to fix my mistakes, but it's gone so terribly wrong so many times..

Sometimes I wonder if it already started with my birth, what if I'd gotten a different abnormality?
How would my life be different?
Would it be better or worse?

But that's not what happened, so it isn't quite important. What happened though, is me getting the same outcome over and over and over and over and over and over- ... again. It just wouldn't work the one time.. the one time that I needed it ro work! Why is the universe so against me??? So against my happiness?!
The only thing I wanted was her to be alive and safe!! THAT WAS MY ONLY GOAL, MY PURE INTENTION! BUT STILL I CAN'T EVEN GET THAT!
SHE EVEN HATES ME NOW, THE PERSON I TRIED TO PROTECT SO BADLY HATES ME!!?

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being born abnormal is truly the worstt luck you can have.

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