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"Ion wanna go back to therapy." Makai said. It was late at night and both of us couldn't sleep.
"Why?" I asked.
"I'm not fuckin' wit it." He said.
"You're contradicting yourself, This whole thing was your idea you said we was gonna do it together." I said and he didn't say nothing.
"That shit not gone help me." He said.
"So who you gone talk to bout your problems because i'm damn sure not your therapy like you said. You don't talk to me about nothing anymore." I said flipping the cover off of me to get up.
"Kaelyn lay back down." He said because as soon as I stood up he grabbed my wrist making me sit back down, not in an aggressive way though.
"Move Makai." I sighed moving his hand.
"Can you lay back down please." He asked and I got back under the covers but i had my back towards him.
"Therapy just not for everybody, and I'm one of them people who it's not for. She good at her job i'm not gone lie, but it's just something i'm not wit." He said.
"If you really wanna know I'll tell you." He said and I turned around facing him.
"I ain't tell you the full story on what went down at my parent's house." He started. "I didn't even tell him but he heard me tell my momma and he said i was lying whole time he been havin' a affair wit her. Now he making the divorce harder than it should be and I keep thinking about if he knew or not." He explained.
As he was still talking about it he put his other arm around me cause the other one was already under me. I don't even think he realized it but I guess holding me as he vents makes him feel safe.
"I'm not trippin bout it cause it ain't shit I can do about it and I can't make the situation better. I don't need a therapist to tell me that cause I already know." He said.
"Cause if I do find out that he knew it's not gone change nothing it's not gone make me him hate him just as much cause I been felt that way about him since I was little. And tryna beat his ass ain't gone do nothing either cause all that shit not gone change the fact that he knew and ain't do shit about it." He said.
