Be yourself

Time stands still

"I need help but I have no one to turn too. At least that's what he wants me to believe. I want help but I'm too scared to ask for it. I guess that's why he gives me anxiety."
-RVG

"If I could change it I would. And I'm sorry that I blame you for it. But most of all I'm sorry that I listened to you. That I allowed you to change me. To make me do the things I do."
-RVG

"I didn't want this. Any of it. So please take it away."
-RVG

"It's always the same things. They come at me again and again. Knowing every time that I grow weaker."
-RVG

"You don't know what your messing with. I'd run away before it's too late. Get as far away from me as you possibly can. For I am a bomb ready to blow."
-RVG

"Do you even know what it feels like, when your body starts to shut down and slowly kill you? When you can't get up off the floor because your mind is no longer in control? How it feels when you can't even accomplish opening your eyes? Thought so, so don't even talk to me like that."
-RVG

"I miss you. But I also missed him. I wanted to love you. But I loved him."
-RVG

"Love is finding someone you can complete. And choosing daily to love them. Loneliness is finding someone who can complete you. And using their love to heal."
-RVG

"Why do you talk to me? After all that happened how can you tell me that you want to be friends? If I hurt you as much as I hurt myself why are you here. I would have run away from me."
-RVG

"I'm sorry for the pain I put you through. I didn't believe you could care enough for me, to get hurt."
-RVG

"Don't let me get attached. Please walk out now before it's too late. I can already feel the knife you hold."
-RVG

"The Ice around my heart only grows colder. Spreading like a blizzard throughout my body. My fingers are cold enough to freeze your heart. I try to melt it, find heat. But I just can't seem to get warm."
-RVG

"Why do I fear to speak? Because when I do, they laugh. And I know they don't care to hear what I have to say. In the end love conquers fear, so maybe one day I'll love my opinions enough to conquer my fear of saying them."
-RVG

"I used to believe in happy ever afters. In magical lands full of love and laughter. But as I grow older I realize that life isn't magical. It's not light and bubbly. It's hard and cruel."
-RVG

"Sometimes I wonder if I'm the only one who thinks about how my time will come to an end. Will I be shot? will I be in a car crash? How am I to die. Maybe peacefully in my sleep? Or killed for my beliefs? When will I die? Tomorrow? In five years? Maybe in 60? I guess I'll never know. But if I was too choose it'd be now in the quickest way possible. But what if I don't get that option? What if they torture me for days before releasing me from this world? Would I still want it?"
-RVG

"Stars dance in the night sky as love fills the air. Lights twinkle in the eye just for you, giving the moon a reason to shine."
-RVG

"Water rippling in playful fun to give your eyes an excuse to look away. Looking back the light captures the love held for you. In his eyes you see all that was made for you. Only the water calls you back In jealously, it's ripples getting harsher as it takes away your choice to look back. Reaching out for the blackening waves you try to apologize. Angered by your love for the man the ocean roars. Pulling your head below the surface. Thrashing you try to reach for him, but your love doesn't reach back. And with a pitiful gasp the ocean swallows you."
-RVG

"It's crazy looking back at all the friends and memories I have. Then realizing that's all they are, memories. I don't talk with any of them anymore. And my heart aces because of it. I read old messages and scroll through old pictures. Remembering how life was good. And I miss it. I miss them."
-RVG

"I want to be able to have fun with everyone else. But my minds on vacation and my bodies shut down. All I can do is sit and watch in this cage I'm trapped in."
-RVG

"Watch as it tares you apart. Slowly getting deeper the longer you continue to sin. It starts off painful, but after a while you become numb. The lashes of your mistakes become a welcoming sensation. The absence of pain makes you feel empty. Making you long for it just one last time."
-RVG

"I want you. At least that's what my hearts says. But my mind reminds me that we could never be."
-RVG

"It's hard watching you love each other. Love is a beautiful thing. It's special and just for you. So why do I believe I'll never get it. Why am I not good enough for anyone? "
-RVG

"Sin is like a pebble in your shoe. If you don't deal with it right away, you get used to it. And when you finally sit down and take it out, it's left an imprint."
-RVG

"They say you only fall in love once. So what is it that we feel for all these people throughout our journey. If we don't love them. is it obsession? Longing? Lusting? I want to believe that all the hurt I've caused and felt is from love given to the wrong person. Not no love given at all."
-RVG

"Maybe they are right, You liked me. And maybe they are right that you still do. I don't know, but maybes it's better I don't."
-RVG

"It's been 9 months yet I'm told you still love me. You chose this path yet I hear your sad. I feel bad for you. because I'm not sad. I'm not in love with you. I'm forgetting you like I promised myself I would. I might reminisce the memories we had. But I don't want to make new ones."
-RVG

"She said they don't post pictures of me because they don't want someone prettier then them on their page. She told me I get into these messes because everyone wants me. She argued that I'm everyones favourite and can draw the attention of anyone I want. She laughed when I told her I'm not pretty. That I'm not wanted or the favourite. She claims that I am the life of the party, and no one would show up if I didn't. But yet I feel so alone in this world. Like no one likes me. Like no one wants me. Like no one would take a bullet for me. But I would take a bullet for any of them."
-RVG

"Maybe I am vain, I like thinking they could be looking at me. I like being called pretty. I want to be seen. I want to be loved by everyone."
-RVG

"His words still haunt my thoughts. I know I shouldn't let others make me feel lesser. But what if he's right. What if I am selfish."
-RVG

"To believe in yourself is the key to a good life."
-RVG

"I've always known deep down. I just didn't want to believe it to be true."
-RVG

"Follow me to the sleepy town express, to a wondrous place past the soda pop pool. And the plum pudding beach, where there ain't no school. Go to bed don't wait, or it will be too late, for the sleepy town express. Welcome back my dear, says the little engine driver. Good to see you again m'lady, bows mr.Mint as I board the sleepy town express. It takes me past the lollipop forest and through the bubble gum valley straight to the ice cream castle. Where it's always sunny and bright."
-RVG & LM

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