Be yourself

Stuck in the past

"Should I not of smiled when you told me the news? That she's gone and your moving on? I am sorry though, that when you lost her you lost your hope. For I know you could be happy, If only you'd actually want to be."
-RVG

"Maybe I thought it'd be different this time. That things would be easier. And even though they are not I still think it will be better than last time."
-RVG

"Please don't say you don't want to be here anymore. I know you're hurting, and I know life sucks sometimes. But please don't go. There are so many people that love you. I couldn't stand to be in a world where you no longer are."
-RVG

"Why do you haunt me so. In my thoughts you linger and in my dreams you appear. I try so hard to be rid of you. But you always come knocking."
-RVG

"Why can't you love me. Did I do something wrong that made you never want me. I want to hate you. To never think of you again. But I can't."
-RVG

"After fourteen years how could there not be something? You told me I'm like a sister. You tell me you love me. You called me goose, and you call me beautiful. You punched my arm, and you hold my hand.  You said we're like minded, and you tell me we're twins. So which is it?"
-RVG

"They say you only live once, and to do what you like whenever you like. But what if I want to live in a bubble, where no one can hurt me. What if I want to keep my feelings to myself, so I don't face rejection. Would that be so bad?"
-RVG

"It's different this time she says quietly. I can't flirt with him or admit to liking him. It's like he's a different person, someone too good for me to talk too. I don't know if I'll ever be able face him again."
-RVG

"It's always one step backwards with you. I realize this now. If I ever want my happily ever after, I have to let you go."
-RVG

"I guess my friendship means nothing to you. I knew you'd do it to me. But I always hoped you'd be different from the rest of them."
-RVG

"I think we both knew there could have been something. But whenever I was alone you had someone. And whenever I had someone you were alone. If only the world would have paused when we aligned."
-RVG

"They promise me we won't work. And I promised myself I'd give it a try. But deep down I know they are right. I just wish I could have tried."
-RVG

"I think I'm ready to leave the past behind me. Even if it means I have to let you go."
-RVG

"just because I am saying goodbye to you doesn't mean I'm forgetting you."
-RVG

"one day the thought of you wont even brush past my feelings. You will be nothing more then a shadow in the day."
-RVG

"A years gone by since you destroyed my world. And I've managed to build it twice the size in half the time."
-RVG

"so your with her now. I wont say I'm surprised. Because anyone that uses the phrase, don't worry their just a friend. Is already with that person."
-RVG

"why do you do this to me. why am I always in second place to you."
-RVG

"No matter how many times the winds change, I will stand tall with my roots firmly planted."
-RVG

"My heart breaks to hear what you've been through. But how can you do this? This is too far even for you, and I don't know if I can help you."
-RVG

"I never knew it could be so hard to keep my mind occupied from thoughts of you. Yet here I am learning how to knot."
-RVG

"I see you and I see my future. I hear you and I hear my comfort. I want you and I want you to want me."
-RVG

"I don't know what my future holds. But if you're apart of it, it doesn't matter."
-RVG

"People always say you'll know when you meet the right one. And for years I asked what that meant. And now I believe I have the answer."
-RVG

"No matter where I stand in the room I can always hear your voice. It's like there's no escape from my mind when your around. I'm constantly focusing on you and ignoring the world around me."
-RVG

"When you stole my note book and wrote in it, I had hope. Hope that maybe you were interested. And when I saw the words on the page I couldn't help but shake my head. So I stole yours in return, hoping that would show you I'm interested. In more then just a joke."
-RVG

"I felt like a silly school girl crushing on the popular boy. Bringing in treats and home made baking to see if I could please you. To get you to notice me."
-RVG

"I don't understand why things happen the way they do. But I guess In the end I'd rather not know. For if I had known all that would happened, I wouldn't have made it this far."
-RVG

"Why is it so hard to loose you? I don't want you in my life anymore. I want to move on. I want to be alone. So why can't you except that?"
-RVG

"Peace and simplicity. That's all I want. Yet every time I walk out my door, I'm greeted with chaos and confusion."
-RVG

"I know what I have to do. I have to break your heart. And tho I've tried to let you down slowly you won't except it. So I'm sorry. But I'm going to break your heart for real this time."
-RVG

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