BOY IN LOVE || JH

THIRTY

"Wow you finally did it. I'm so proud of you, you're finally a man." Namjoon says as he wipes away a fake tear.

"Oh hush." I roll my eyes as I have to refrain from hitting end call on the video chat.

I didn't give him any details or anything but I did tell Namjoon I was no longer a virgin and of course he was overdramatic about it. He wouldn't be the Namjoon I had always known if he wasn't.

"Well how was it?! Y/n is probably quite experienced right? I'm sure she made your first time worth the wait." He grins and I shake my head. I didn't want to tell him too much because that felt disrespectful towards y/n.

"It was good. I wanted to do more for her though if you know what I mean." I say, feeling my cheeks heat a bit.

"You couldn't make her finish?!" Namjoon asked with wide eyes and my face heats out of embarrassment that he had said it out loud.

"I didn't know what to do, I'm very new to all of this. I felt terrible and she tried to tell me it was okay but I feel awful. I need to do some research." I say.

"You definitely do. You don't want her telling her friends you're bad at sex." Namjoon says and my brows furrow. "She wouldn't do that." I say, positive that y/n wasn't the type to do something like that.

"You never know. If it was bad enough she would. Listen, all I'm saying is you definitely want to make sure next time you tend to her first. That's key. Worry about her first then you last. I promise, that'll make things better. Definitely do some research though there lots to see online." Namjoon winks.

Taking in everything he's saying, when we end the call I do just that.

I spend the next two hours researching everything I needed to know about making sex amazing for the girl as well.

I was determined to make the next time great for y/n. I didn't even care about me. I just wanted it to be good for her.

Once I finally feel educated and like I know all that I can possibly know, I set my laptop aside and crawl into my bed.

Today had consisted of getting school work done, researching stuff, work, and trying to clean up my apartment as best I could.

I was tired and definitely ready to go to bed. As I laid there, what Namjoon had said came back to mind.

I doubt y/n would tell people every detail about our new found sex life but I couldn't help but to feel a little worried...What if she told Ari that I was bad at it and that only I got to finish? The thought made me feel embarrassed.

I highly doubt y/n would do something like that but now Namjoon had me all in my head about it.

I definitely have to make sure next time is perfect. I'll take care of y/n completely and hopefully there won't be any worries.

This was definitely more complicated then I thought it would be. I guess I should have expected it though. Y/n has more experience then I do so naturally, she'd figure our first time wouldn't be completely perfect.

I was just glad she seemed understanding about it. Still, that made me feel a little bad but I'll make it up to her, I definitely will.

That's a promise!
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The next day at school I sit down at my desk, noticing that y/n and Ari aren't there before me as they usually are.

I wasn't sure where the two of them were but from across the room I could see Mingyu seated next to Joshua.

My eyes stayed on them for a moment before I pulled out my phone to see if y/n had texted. She hadn't.

I hadn't spoken to her since the night everything happened and she stayed over. Of course I talked to her yesterday morning before she left but that was it.

As the bell rang, there was still no sign of y/n or Ari. I was beginning to get a little worried.

I quickly send y/n a text asking where she's at before I slide my phone back into my pocket, turning my attention but to the teacher.

I waited for my phone to go off with a response but I got nothing. I had no idea what was going on and my mind was thinking the worst.

Was this about the other night? Was it really that bad that's she's skipping school just to avoid me?

That wouldn't explain Ari though and I knew I was just being overdramatic.

Once class ended, I sighed as I made my way over to Mingyu who was still seated next to Joshua.

"Hey." I say to get his attention as he's cramming his books into his bag.

"Oh hey man, what's up?" Mingyu asks with a smile while Joshua just stands there staring at me.

"Do you know where the girls are?" I ask and right away, Mingyu laughs.

"You don't know? Every year on this particular day the two of them skip out on all classes. Something about a best friend day. I don't know, they've been doing it since like middle school." Mingyu laughs.

Instantly, I relax. Although I was a little confused as to why y/n hadn't told me about this or even texted.

"Oh yeah, they turn their phones off too so I wouldn't even bother calling or texting."

Ah.

"Oh okay, thanks." I say as I go to walk away, only to have Joshua speak up this time.

The words that come out of his mouth next send a shiver down my spine as my face burned in embarrassment.

"I heard you and y/n had sex. Let's just say, better luck next time man."