BOY IN LOVE || JH

TWENTY-EIGHT

HOSEOK'S POV~

After y/n and I got out of the shower, we both got dressed in my clothes before we plop down on the bed, turning on the tv in my bedroom as nothing more then background noise while we talked.

"Did you enjoy your head massage?" I ask and right away y/n nods as she flashes me a huge smile.

"Definitely! It felt great. I'm sure you didn't mind the view either." She laughs as she shoots me a wink.

"Not at all." I say honestly, thinking back to just moments earlier.

That was the first time I had ever seen a female naked in real life and all I could say was, holy fuck. Y/n is beautiful already but after adding that into the mix, I couldn't help but to find her even more breathtaking.

She has very nice...assets.

If I'm being honest, my mind definitely was racing in that moment. I would have loved nothing more then to do things with y/n but at the same time, I wanted our first time together to be special.

Not just because it would be my first actual time, but because it was our first time together as a couple.

I wanted it to be good for both of us. I wanted to be good for her...

Knowing I wasn't experienced, that definitely made me worry a bit but that just means I'd have to do some research to ensure I make it enjoyable for her as well.

What can I say, I'm a gentleman.

"I'll make it up to you and wash yours next time." Y/n grins as she nudges my shoulder slightly.

"Deal." I say, watching as Y/n leaned back into the bed, her eyes falling onto the tv for a moment.

"I wonder what things will be like once you go back to Seoul. I know we said we'd worry about that when the time came but I can't help but to feel sad when I think about it. You'll be so far away." Y/n sighs and I can see her becoming upset.

I grab her hand, placing it in my lap as I turned to face her. "We'll figure it out, don't worry. We still have plenty of time before that happens so let's just enjoy the time we do have, Okay?"

Y/n forces a smile as she nods. I could tell she was still thinking about it and I wanted to get her mind off of it.

I pull y/n's hand forward which causes her body to jerk towards me. When she's finally close enough, I press my lips to hers.

Y/n melts into the kiss as she wraps her arm around my neck, placing herself in my lap.

The feeling of her weight on my lap, her lips on mine, and the thoughts of our shower just moments ago have my mind swirling with naughty thoughts.

I lower my hands down, placing them underneath y/n's thighs as she lifts up slightly before coming back down with a slight wiggle. When she smiles against my lips, I knew she had done that on purpose.

I groan as she trails her hands down my chest before she hooks them under my arms, her nails dragging down my back just enough to tickle me slightly.

The kiss deepens as I take the opportunity to place my tongue into her mouth. I felt like I was becoming a pro at this and I was glad.

Practice really does make perfect.

As our tongues explore each other's mouths, I feel y/n grind against me repeatedly, causing me to harden.

She knew exactly what she was doing and she was loving every moment of it. Fuck, I was too.

I knew this was going to lead somewhere if we didn't stop but I didn't want to. I wanted whatever was going to happen, to happen.

I just wanted this so badly. I wasn't sure if that was just the lust talking, which it probably was, but in that moment I didn't care. I just wanted y/n.

Y/n broke away from my lips, causing a disappointed sigh to escape my mouth.

That soon disappeared as y/n's lips attached to my neck, licking, sucking and nibbling on it.

This felt so good I could only imagine what it would feel like to do it to her. What she would sound like...

I groaned as I pulled back, flipping us over so that I was straddling her.

Y/n looked up at me with slightly wide but amused eyes. She simply stared at me, waiting for me to make a move.

I lowered my head to her neck, doing exactly what she had done to me.

As soon as my tongue made contact with her neck, her body arched up into mine as a soft hum of approval came from her lips.

I continued to lick and suck on her neck, loving the way she was responding to me.

I did this for a few seconds before I pulled back to kiss her again. This time, the kiss was rather sloppy.

Both of us were turned on and I had no idea where to go with this next. I had an idea but like I said, I was inexperienced and I didn't want to mess this up or ruin the mood.

I guess y/n noticed my hesitancy because she stopped and pulled back from me.

"We don't have to continue anything right now if you don't want to." She says, breathless.

The sight of her swollen red lips, her messy hair, the lust-filled look in her eyes...I would be stupid to say anything else.

Everything I had once wanted to plan out went flying right out the window.

"No, I want to. I want all of you. Right now."

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Spicyy 🌶