Cycle Of Love Series #5: Love and Crosses

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11:11 PM

Zye . . . Ha-ha . . . Nakakapanibago! Wala na'ng sasagot sa akin ng, 'What?' or 'Hey, what's up?'

Nakaka-miss naman tawagin ang pangalan mo. Nakaka-miss ka inisin, kausapin, kamustahin, batiin. I miss being with you even if it's only one week since we parted.

If I only knew that confessing my feelings would lead to like this, I shouldn't have said it. No. I shouldn't have invited you to the competition. I shouldn't have saw you that day to confirm if you're the reason behind why my heart races and the butterflies in my stomach.

But, it doesn't mean I regret everything happened.

I'm glad being the number one of your masterpieces, it gives me hope and strength. I'm glad that I asked Julius to find your real account to approach you. I want to approach you in real life, not behind the wall. If you'll be reading this one day, I hope you didn't misunderstood me as a pervert HAHAHAHAHA. I'm glad that I met you, got to know you, being friends with you. And I'm still glad . . . that I liked you. Even you pushed me away.

Zye, I don't know if I'm the first person will say this, but . . . I'm glad of your existence :) So, don't give up on your life. You're not a puppet at all. I know you can still get out of your situation, but I'd rather wait for you to do it yourself than telling you.

I'm also glad that I liked you, Ashandria :)

And also . . . I still like you, Zye. And my feelings will grow beyond.

For you only.