"... And I love him. Though I hate that word, because I don't think it truly encapsulates how I really feel about him. The way I love him is not the way I love the weather, or video games, or the dog I saw on the street. But I do, love him."
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BEATRICE (@busybee)
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"Yeah, Vegas was a blast." I was telling chat about the trip to Vegas with the Dream Team. I had returned to LA two days ago, but I spent the time with my lovely roommates and catching up with everything. "Seriously guys, like, that was probably the most fun I've had since... I dunno how long."
USER: stories????? USER: OMG AW do you guys plan to meet again <333 USER: AWWWWWW
"Uh, I'm not sure yet. Sapnap hinted that he wanted to meet again for his birthday, but you know, that's literally in a week so..." I laughed. "And stories... hm, let me think."
"Ugh, let me just mention. Sapnap has no shame— like zero shame," I huffed, flailing my arms about. "He like— he'll fucking shart anywhere with no remorse. He's a literal danger to society."
I grinned at how chat sped up and gave them a pointed look. "Yeah, so you know, if DreamCon ever happens... might wanna stay away from Sap," I joked. "We'd have a blast though, chat— me and you guys. We don't need them."
USER: YASSS USER: you know it bff slash parasocial 🥰 USER: favourite flower? <333 USER: play val?
"Val? Maybe later. Favourite flower? Pink tulips— well, any tulips, but pink is my favourite." I hummed, brining my legs to my chest. I thought about the tulips George had given me and smiled. "Actually, I got some gifted on Valentine's day. It was the first time I've ever been given flowers. It was— it was really sweet, actually," I admitted. I tried to act nonchalant about it while I fiddled with a ring on my finger.
The chat spammed aww's and further questions about the mysterious flower gifter, but I switched the subject before they could delve deeper into it. Some jokingly suggested George because of our public claim of being Valentine's, but I knew that, if told the truth, they'd still be shocked.
After Vegas and constantly spending time with George, I didn't know how I felt about him anymore — and it was frustrating the fuck out of me. I felt like I had a middle school crush and I didn't know how to handle it.
I switched my category awhile later to Valorant and solo-queued in a competitive match. "Vlog?" I saw the repetition of the word in my chat. "Yeah, I gotta edit it though. If I edit it tonight, then I can probably post it tomorrow. I'll try to do that, but no promises."
After two games of Valorant, I got an angry call from Sapnap on discord. "Hello? I'm streaming." I let him know, just in case he was going to say something that wasn't meant for the entire world to know.
"I fucking know!" He complained. "You're playing Valorant without me! Where was my invite?"
